The DBSK Result (another chapter)
"I know you don't I? AH yes...you are also acting slutty all over our Dong Bang Shin Ki boys..." My eyes narrowed. "All slutty? And what makes you think that?" "Well I mean there is no other reason they would let little bitches like you two stay with them! Yes I know who you are alright and you deserve nothing they can give you." I didn't even see it coming the first time but on my way down I got a surge of adrenaline and fear for my baby and Bo and stood up and punched back quickly, shooting a roundhouse kick toward the face of one of the nearest girls.
"Run Bo...run back to the apartment and call the authorities and then the boys. Go. NOW!" At the last word she turned and ran as fast as she could.
"Oh no you don't, you little whore! Get your nasty ass back here!" A girl started to chase her and somehow...I was able to turn and trip her like I had always seen in the movies. 'Wow how did I do that?' Not focusing on the fact that I really couldn't fight worth shit I felt myself get pulled first one one side and then the other, my arms held out to my sides. 'Doesn't anyone here see this? Aren't they going to stop this? What is wrong with these people?!' The tallest girl got up and slapped me, then pulled my head back by my hair.
"You are such a lying sneaky bitch. If I have to I will kill you to make you stay away from them, from my Changmin. He doesn't want someone like you, you chubby freak!" She let my hair go and punched me, kicking me on my legs until I fell to my knees. Hands pushed my head down to the ground.
"That's right, grovel. Apologize and promise never to see them again. Say 'I am so sorry Kim Sa Mun...I will never do it again! I promise-" And she was on the ground. I knew this cause I was still on the ground myself. I heard voices and felt hope. Someone made the girls let go and helped me up, leading me away, while someone else dealt with the fangirls. I knew it wasn't the boys or Bo and I looked up into the face of someone I never expected to meet anywhere, let alone on the street where I was just happening to get my ass kicked.
"Are you alright? Are you hurt?" He looked me up and down. "A-Ani I am fine....um....thank you I don't know how I could ever repay you. Please, let me give you some money, something!" He looked at me again. "No I don't think so. I just wanted to help, not get money. But...well there IS something you can do for me." I nodded. "Ok anything, what do you need?" He smiled. "I hoped you might say that." And then, Lee Jun Ki kissed me right there on the street and two seconds later I heard the boys, including my own Changmin, yell my name and felt Jun Ki torn from me. I almost fell but Changmin had his arm around me. I started to apologize but he wasn't looking at me he was glaring at Jun Ki.
"How dare you touch her! Did you beat her up too?" I got his attention and tried to explain. "Anio Minnie-ah....he saved me from a bunch of fangirls, him and someone else. I asked him if I could repay him and h said there was only one way. I didn't know until he did it though honestly!" He let go of me. "Wait...so you could have pushed him away and you didn't?" I shook my head. "It wasn't like that, Changminnie-ah, really! It was literally two seconds before you pulled him away from me! I didn't have time to push him away before you got here!" I could feel the tears begin, the result of being just so frusterated and stressed, having too many things happening at once. He pulled me to him, higging me tight and apologizing. I pushed him away. "Ani Minnie-ah....you can't! Not here....I don't want the press to get worse for you!" By this time Jun Ki's friend had come and was standing possessively close to him.
"Unnie....Soo unnie....is that you? I looked around to see that Jun Ki's friend, the one who helped me, the one practically wrapped around him, was none other that Oh Aisha, my friend whom I hadn't seen in so long I had almost forgotten what she looked like. "Unnie it IS you!" She ran and jumped onto me, hugging me while I looked at Changmin, trying to figure out if I had hurt his feelings or not. He wasn't looking at me, instead looking at Jun Ki again with a stare that would have killed him had looks been able to kill. I looked down at Aisha and gently pulled her off of me. "Aisha....what are you doing here? And what did you do to those girls?" She looked up at me with clear eyes. "I didn't do much to them, just kept them from coming after you and your friend, and I am here visiting Junnie and checking out Korea!" She pouted. "You act like I did something bad, unnie. I didn't hurt them, just held out a can of pepper spray and told them to stay there until the police got there. Which of course made them scatter!" She smiled and her eyes sparkled and I couldn't help it. I hugged her tight, squeezing my eyes shut. "AH Aisha I missed you! How have you been?" She pulled away and we all decided to go back to the apartment before finishing catching up. Sitting down on the couch and chairs in the living room, Changmin made sure to sit next to me on the love seat so no one else could sit next to me. When I smiled at him he just looked away, not smiling at me or anything. My smile sliding away like butter melting, I grabbed his hand and when he looked at me I kissed it and kept it with me, smiling again uncertainly and bringing my attention to Aisha and Jun Ki.
"So unnie....I have been well and...." She pointedly looked at where my and Changmin's hands were interlocked, "It seems you have too! Why didn't you tell me you knew them?" She shook her finger at me jokingly. "I told you I knew Junnie! You could have told me you knew Dong Bang Shin Ki!" I laughed and shook my head. "I didn't, Bo did. Well kinda....she knew Yoochun. They all came to visit a month ago or so...and we came back with them. And about....this?" I lifted the hand that was holding Changmin's, "We only just got together....it's a long story Aisha and I highly doubt you want to hear it." She shook her head. " I want to! I do! Maybe I can see you again or something so you can tell me?" I nodded. "Of course, maybe they will let you stay the night so we can have a sleepover of sorts!" I asked Changmin and he just looked at me then went with the other DBSK boys to talk it over. 'Wel what was that look all about this time? I didn't do anything wrong dammit!' I tried to ignore the feelings of pain I held in my heart from it and went back to Aisha to see Jun Ki getting up and coming over to me, sitting down and smiling at me. I ignored him, instead continuing to talk to Aisha and including Bo in the conversations. I felt someone touching the back of my neck and jumped, automatically swinging a hand aound to slap the hand away. Instead I didn't realize how close Jun Ki's face was and I ended up elbowing him in the chin, kncoking him back and off of the love seat and onto the floor. I got up and bent over him to see if he was ok and Aisha just sat where she was, laughing her head off so hard I thought she would suffocate from the lack of air. I started giggling too after I saw he was ok. He sat up, rubbing his chin and looking at me sheepishly. "Mianhe Soo-Jung I just wanted to get your attention, you kept ignoring me." I blushed and looked up to see Changmin and Yoochun standing in the doorway to the living room staring. Changmin says one word to me and walks off, slamming his door.
"Ani."
My eyes fill with tears. 'Why is he being so mean? I didn't do anything! Minnie-ah....please don't be mad at me....wait...you know what I think I am going to be mad at HIM....being so rude...' I tried not to chase him down and hug him like I wanted, instead helping Jun Ki stand up. After he sat back on the love seat I walked over to Aisha and pulled her and Bo with me, talking us to a seperate room to talk.
"Ok...Aisha you can stay the night with us I don't care what Changmin says. Jun Ki can't, however, sorry." She nodded. "Bo I need you to show Aisha where she will be sleeping, I can sleep on the floor and she can have my bed ok?" "Bo nodded too but added something in, "But unnie, the baby-" Aisha's outburst made me jump. "BABY? What baby? Unnie....you have a baby?" I shook my head. "Ani....I am pregnant and was told my the doctor specifically not to sleep on my stomach, although what that has to do with sleeping on the floor I don't know. I am going to go find Changmin now, you might want to have Jun Ki leave Aisha. Sorry again." She nodded. "I understand, it's cool. He actually has to go anyway." I smiled. "Say bye to him for me ok?" I waved and went off to confront Changmin, my heart beating rapidly but my courage not failing yet. FInding myself at his door I raised my hand to knock and heard a noise, pausing and putting my ear against the door. 'I hope he doesn't catch me like this....this isn't right I should just knock....' Continuing to keep my ear there for a moment longer, however, I heard the noise again. 'No way...he isn't....is he?' I decided not to knock, instead to just walk in and see if I was right. I opened the door quietly, stepping in and closing the door again behind me, seeing him sitting on his bed with his head down and I snuck up behind him, peeking over his shoulder. He was sitting with his hands in his lap and the noise I heard was definitely coming from him. Then I saw the moisture on his hands and knew, feeling sorry. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and hugged him, not saying a word. He didn't either, instead laying his head back and looking up at me through water-filled eyes, and he let the tears fall. I kissed his forehead and he sat up, pulling away form me and turning, coming back and letting me hug him again.
"Sooie-ah....I...am so sorry." I shook my head and kissed him before answering. "You don't need to be sorry." All my anger had left me when I had known he was crying. He kissed me back and I felt his face, and the tracks the tears had left. Pulling away but making sure he knew I wasn't trying to hurt him, I pulled him onto the bed and spoke quietly.
"Minnie-ah....why were you crying? What did I do to hurt you?" He looked at me then put his head on my chest, on top of my heart, and lay there for a moment. When he answered me I could hear as well as fell the tears that had begun again and I just kept brushing his hair back from his face. When he was done, or at least I thought he was, I tilted his chin up a bit, keeping him near my heart.
"Minnie-ah...Changminnie-ah....my sweet boy. What made you hurt this much? Why do you feel that you need to come here and cry this way?I mean if nothing else you could have come to me and not had to sit here alone like this! I don't want you like this. You don't deserve this. Please....tell me why you are this way? I care about you more than you know." He blinked at me then answered.
"I....well it's just....I was jealous. I mean, I wasn't there and Lee Jun Ki was, he saved you when I couldn't! And then he kissed you. He sat next to you and you didn't stop him. I tried to tell myself it was stupid, I mean you were ignoring him and all but...then I saw him touch you. Your reaction made me feel better until you knelt down next to him and he sat up. You probably didn't even notice me then, standing there, and you and him were so close he could have kissed you again. He is better for you, Sooie-ah. He is older, more attractive, and he can protect you like I can't. I don't deserve you and I know it." He stopped talking, his eyes closed, and I just let myself free the tears that welled up from deep inside me, keeping quiet so he wouldn't know. 'This really IS my fault....I DID do something....baby I'm sorry....but you are thinking opposite from what is true!......' I closed my eyes hoping it would stop the flow but it only made them go faster. I felt when he moved and knew from his little gasp and the fact that he was all of a sudden wiping my tears away that he had finally noticed I was crying. I sat up and looked at him.
"You...honestly think this way?" He nodded. "So....do you want me to leave? You don't want me anymore because you have some strange idea that I am too good for you?" He started to nod but then stopped, looking at me in shock and shaking his head no furiously.
"Please...I don't want you to leave me! Soo-Jung-ah...stay with me! I don't want to lose you...." I could see the tears starting to form and quickly remedied the situation. "So don't say things like that. Your age matters none at all! I don't care that you are younger by a year, it's only a year! And no he isn't more attractive than you! Trust me when I say you are much more sexy than he is." His eyes widened. "And as fo protection, you can't protect me all the time, it's impossible no one can do that. But you DO protect me when you are near and that is all I need. All I need is YOU...only YOU. Not your age or your handsome face, although that is a plus, or your protection. He is not better for me. You are. In fact I think you have it twisted....YOU are too good for ME. But I love you just the same, no matter how good or bad you are for me. Please don't say these things again and try not to get jealous, just remember who I am with and who's baby I have. Araso?" He nodded, his eyes still saucers. Then he kissed me and we stayed like that for a while, eventually getting more active. I yanked his shirt off none too gently this time, wanting this to be fiery and passionate where the last time was gentle and soft. He seemed to feel the same because in ripping my shirt off he actually ripped it off, looking at me sheepishly then tossing the garment aside. He stopped and kissed my collarbone while he undid the little clips and made me entirely shirtless. All of a sudden I felt vulnerable and fat, knwoing that even though I was only a month along I would get fatter and that he could probably see the fat already. I tried to cover myself with my arms but he pulled them away and pulled me toward him, kissing me and making me forget all about my insecurities for now. I had gotten his pants off and he was on his way to making me completely naked when someone first knocked then opened the door. Aisha and Bo took one large look at us and split, closing the door behind them.
After a few seconds we just looked at each other and started laughing. I was laughing so hard I almost fell off the bed and he had to catch me. Then I looked up at him and the feelings started again but I started to feel sick again so I had him help me up and into the bathroom.
"Please don't come in and see me that way again ok Minnie-ah?" He nodded but I could tell he would come in if he thought he needed to and I sighed internally. I finished my business and decided that even though it wasn't my bathroom I would take a shower, not thinking to let Changmin know. I stripped and turned on the shower head, waiting for it to warm up before stepping in. I shampooed my hair and stood for a second feeling the warm water coursing over me and imagining it was his hands instead. 'YAH stop thinking like that Soo then you will need to take a COLD shower and you know you hate the cold....' I shivered at the thought but couldn't help but still feel his hands all over me when I suddenly had hands turning me around to face Changmin. "OH!" I almost fainted. 'So I wasn't imagining it...it really was him! OH he can see me naked can't he.....oooo and I can see him! Damn....sexiness like that is what causes hospital visits....' He pulled me to him and his hands were slippery on my skin. Touching his bare chest I stared at his face, wishing I was more attractive for him, that I looked like those other girls, the skinny ones who can eat anything and never gain an ounce. Instead I had to watch what I ate because I could eat one little cracker and gain 5 pounds. At least it felt that way to me. He cupped my face in his hands and bent to kiss me. Closing my eyes, I didn't see when he moved both of his hands to my hips until he picked me up and put me onto him, keeping me steady with one strong arm while he touched me everywhere he could with his other hand. He went faster and faster, harder and harder, and I didn't know how he kept me up the whole time but I didn't care. I put my hands all over his backs, his chest, his shoulder, his face. I kissed him wherever my hands went, and went a particular thrust felt better than the other I would bite him. I couldn't be quiet and instead kept to a low moaning, but that seemed to fuel him so I moand louder, triumphant when I was right and he went harder. When we both finally released, he bit my shoulder lightly and I just held onto him, not wanting to fall and not wanting to let go of him at all, just wanting to stay like this for a few more minutes. I knew however that he wouldn't be able to hold me up much longer as we had both spent a lot of enrgy and he probably had none left so I got off of him and turned the shower into a bath, laying down in the big tub next to him, putting my hands on his chest and dozing temporarily, enjoying the feel of the warm water and even warmer Changmin. I yanwed and sat up, stretching, a few minutes later. I looked to see he was also dozing and smiled. Kissing him lightly I stood up and got out of the water and grabbed a towel, going out into his room again. I made sure his door was locked and decided I would borrow his clothes just as he came out yawning.
"Sooie-ah...were you just gonna let me sleep in there and become a prune?" I laughed and went over to him, pinching his cheek. "Ah....a Changmin prune...you know many fans would buy that!" I smiled. "Hey Minnie-ah...." And for some reason I got shy. "Well...I just wanted to apologize....for making you feel the way you did. You didn't have to....I guess sometimes I can be very oblivious about things that are right in front of me! And...I was wondering if I could borrow some of your clothes...I don't wanna go into the hallway looking like this!" I pointed to the fact that I had only a towel wrapped around me, my wet hair falling to just above my butt and making me cold. He smiled at me and rubbed my arm trying to make the rapidly appearing goosebumps go away. "Sure Sooie-ah...I want to see you in my clothes, I bet you will look so cute!" I blushed and playfully hit him. "Stop that you! Don't tease me just help me get warm!" He chuckled and led me over to his bureau, grabbing a shirt and some pants and handing them to me. I grinned and went to his bed so I could put the things down and change. Putting the shirt on and buttoning it up I was stopped by his hands. Looking up curiously at him I tilted my head.
"Sooie-ah....why cover yourself like that when you are dressing in front of me?" He had a serious look on his face. "Because you don't need to think you aren't anything more than beautiful, especially to me." He removed th towel and I was glad his shirt was big on me, covering most of me up. I blushed, then put the pants on. Remembering only afterward that his legs were way longer than mine, I blushed again. "Um...Minnie-ah? Can...you help me roll these up?" He turned from where he was also getting some clothes and laughed. 'God I love that sound....his laugh is so priceless!' "Yes Sooie-ah hold on." He came over and placed his clothes beside me, then bend down to fix the length for me. I could see his back, ivory and smooth, because he hadn't anything but a towel on right now. I had to touch him. Placing my hands on him, I moved my hands around and felt the vibrating that came from his laugh, smiling to myself. He stood up. "There you are, you should be able to walk now." I stood up too and walked a bit, testing out if they would stay or not. I turned and saw him watching me, smiling. I went over and removed his towel, thus removing his smile, and walked a bit away with it, looking at him. He had covered himself the best he could, only staring at me with innocent shock. 'Oh he looks so young and defenseless now...like a little boy! So cute!' I walked back over to him without the towel and removed the clothes in his hands, taking first the boxers, bending down so he could step into them and bringing them up his legs. "Feel better now?" He shook his head and grabbed me, kissing me so passionately that I thought we should stop before we had to take another shower, and then stopped out of nowhere, smirking at me. "Now I am." He finished dressing while I just stood there, then took my hand and led me out into the kitchen, sitting me down and turning to the fridge. While he rustled around I saw Bo and Aisha sneak in, purposely covering their eyes.
"Guys....we are in the kitchen you aren't gonna see anything!" They laughed and sat next to me. "What is he doing?" I shook my head. "I am not sure but...I think he is making me some food." We all laughed.
A few months later 3 months later....4 months pregnant
I sat down carefully, wondering again why I was only four months along yet my stomach was already showing more and more. I sighed and removed the spoon from the small thing of ice cream I was eating, sticking the cold treat in my mouth while I waited for Changmin to come to the couch with me. It was the first time in a few months we had had a full night to ourselves, especially after everything with the fangirls and the press. The boys ended up having to admit that Junsu and Changmin were no longer single, and fangirls everywhere went nuts. They stalked us all the time, but especially me. Most likely caus I was pregnant and they didn't like the fact that not only ws I dating Changmin but I was having his child too. I sighed, thinking back to this morning when someone threw a rock into the window I was near with a note saying I shouldn't ever sleep alone because they would come to kill me. I didn't understand why they couldn't be happy for Changmin and I. If they were fans then wouldn't they only want his happiness? I mean there WERE fans that came up to me and wanted to hug me, saying congratulations and touching my stomach, which was majorly starting to get on my nerves. By now I had had to speak Korean so much I was pretty much fluent in it, but I purposely kept my accent because I knew Changmin liked it, the way I liked his accent in English. Finally Changmin came and sat next to me, placing my feet up on his lap and rubbing them for me. I smiled.
"Kahmsah hamnida baby, I appreciate it. You don't have to, you know!" He shook his head. "You deserve it. " He smiled and we put on the movie, Cello, a Korean horror/thriller I loved but didn't ever get scared watching. Unconciously I put my hand on my stomach, feeling the warmth that was always there now. Halfway through th movie I felt a little movement and jumped and he laughed, thinking it was from the movie.
"Sooie-ah you never jump at this movie, why now?" He looked at me but I was looking down curiously at my stomach. When I felt movement again I quickly grabbed his hand and let him feel, watching his face. His eyes got bug and round and out of nowhere filled with tears. I knew though that they were tears of happiness and I smiled.
"This is yours, Changmin. Because of you, new life is here now!" He smiled, and we finished watching the movie. I decided to go to the doctor to get a pre-natal check up and he came with me, saying the father should be there for everything. I giggled at his use of father when the baby wasn't even born yet. When we got to the doctor and started the exam, he held my hand through the ultrasound, eyes glued to the screen to see what he had done. I couldn't see the screen and so relied on his answers, when he stopped talking and got that big-eye look again, then fainted. I sat up quickly, then had to lay back down when the doctor pushed me back down. After a minute Changmin woke up and after being checked to see if he was hurt he sat back next to me, staring at me intensely.
"What? What's wrong Minnie-ah? Why do you look like that and why did you faint? Are you alright?" He interrupted my questions with an answer. "Sooie-ah...I think I know why your stomach is showing so much already. I....we.....are having....twins." Lucky I was laying down cause I fainted too. A few minutes later I ws up and sipping from a bottle of water when the doctor handed me some pictures of the ultrasound and I got to see what he did. I couldn't help it, I cried. When we got home I showed everyone and they all got this teary-eyed expression. Bo and Aisha hugged me tightly and I felt happy that Aisha had decided to stay with us until the baby was born, to help me around and what-not.
"Can you guys let go...you are squeezing me so hard the babies might pop out now!" They pulled away laughing. I sat on Changmin's lap and Bo sat next to Junsu closely. Speaking in English I asked Aisha about Jun Ki.
"Hey...whatever happened to Jun Ki? I thought you two were friends?" She nodded. "Yes but he is always busy these days, so busy and it frusterates me." I nodded. "And...have you confessed to him yet?" She shook her head. "Ani...I mean YAH! How did you...what are you talking about? He is just a very good friend unnie...." But she looked uncertain and I smiled. "OOOO....Aisha and Jun Ki...sitting in a tree...F U C-" She interrupted me. "You can stop! AISH....unnie....stop teasing me!" She pouted and blushed.