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I always have a ton of things to say...
Until I get to the update page. Then I draw many a blank.
I hate to admit to this, but I've been feeling a tad bit lonely. Not in the sense of feeling like I have no one to call a friend. In the, "I want someone to come home to" sense. Someone who will curl up in bed with me and watch bad television with me until one of us falls asleep. Um, I have my kitty Jez, but yeah, she doesn't count. She always falls asleep first, anyway. :)
My mom keeps reminding me that I'm young. That I have plenty of time to find someone to settle down with. I don't think she understands. I'm not looking for marriage. I'm looking for short term committment. Supposedly, finding someone is the easy part. Whoever said that sure didn't hail from Odessa, I can tell you that much. Finding a decent man here is like finding a penis at a Madeline Albright seminar- not gonna happen.
Meh. I won't think about this anymore. Muy discouraging.
Aside from drowning in my own self-absorbtion, today has been a perfect day. No shoots. No running around doing errands. Just pure, self-indulgent laziness. I could get used to this being on my own thing. I woke up at noon, took a long, relaxing bath and then spent the better part of my day lounging around in my nothing but my skin and a smile. I turned off my ringer and watched soaps until I thought my head would explode from the enjoyable nonsense.
Had some Wendy's and note to self: Oh my god, avoid that Cheddar Lovers' Bacon Cheeseburger like the clap. I thought to myself, "Hey, I love cheddar." and went ahead and had one. Never again. I can feel my arteries clogging and my heart is crying out for help. *shudder* I guess you really have to like cheddar.
/ramble
emmy thanks for introducing me to so many people. you're like better than Powerpuff Girls and kittens wrapped up together. <3
Until I get to the update page. Then I draw many a blank.
I hate to admit to this, but I've been feeling a tad bit lonely. Not in the sense of feeling like I have no one to call a friend. In the, "I want someone to come home to" sense. Someone who will curl up in bed with me and watch bad television with me until one of us falls asleep. Um, I have my kitty Jez, but yeah, she doesn't count. She always falls asleep first, anyway. :)
My mom keeps reminding me that I'm young. That I have plenty of time to find someone to settle down with. I don't think she understands. I'm not looking for marriage. I'm looking for short term committment. Supposedly, finding someone is the easy part. Whoever said that sure didn't hail from Odessa, I can tell you that much. Finding a decent man here is like finding a penis at a Madeline Albright seminar- not gonna happen.
Meh. I won't think about this anymore. Muy discouraging.
Aside from drowning in my own self-absorbtion, today has been a perfect day. No shoots. No running around doing errands. Just pure, self-indulgent laziness. I could get used to this being on my own thing. I woke up at noon, took a long, relaxing bath and then spent the better part of my day lounging around in my nothing but my skin and a smile. I turned off my ringer and watched soaps until I thought my head would explode from the enjoyable nonsense.
Had some Wendy's and note to self: Oh my god, avoid that Cheddar Lovers' Bacon Cheeseburger like the clap. I thought to myself, "Hey, I love cheddar." and went ahead and had one. Never again. I can feel my arteries clogging and my heart is crying out for help. *shudder* I guess you really have to like cheddar.
/ramble
emmy thanks for introducing me to so many people. you're like better than Powerpuff Girls and kittens wrapped up together. <3