Jul 01, 2005 00:18
So i have been working like crazy! i love my job! its worth the long drive, everyone is so nice and they're all so sweet and helpful! i can't even explain how lucky i am to have found this job. great people and i get paid well, everyone i've met has been wonderful *knock on wood* i haven't met anyone that i don't like! :) i love that i don't have to be by myself at work, theres always someone there so i'm never bored by myself.
Unfortunitly like everyone today that came in was upset about one thing or another. Carol said it first and then i started to notice it. it was ok though cuz when i go in to the back to take a break i started talking nigel and we laughed at the stupid people and complained about the girl that annoys the crap out of him. haha and if the people really mean then i give them a crappy room :) hehe carol said she does it too so it ok! (carol is an older lady, like she has grandkids and shes the one that pretty much taught me everything, shes a really sweet lady)
so i was thinking today, i might be starting to overcome this idea/feeling that i can't do anything on my own. i'm able to eat lunch at work by myself and not feel stupid (well i've actually only done that once, normally someone is either comes with me or stops by and sits with me) and i handled all my work stuff for Rosen by myself. I dropped off a paper today at Rosen on my way to work. As i was leaving i starting looking around and thinking. I was thinking about how proud i was of myself, i realized that everything i was doing was my own. I got the job on my own, i was handling my college on my own (well mommy and daddy are paying, but i got everything organized and i'm on top of all of it, even ahead!) and for the first time it hit me that everything that i'm doing is setting me up and helping shape my future. yea i've always been told that, but i was actually able to see it today. its a funny feeling....it feel yourself growing up.
Recently...umm....i went to Pleasure Island with Jennifer and Jackie last week and that was sooo much fun! i miss them! i don't get to see them very often and we all have so much in common, we're so alike and its just so great when we all hang out. day after that was will's birthday and we had a surprise party for him over here. i don't get a chance to see Julie and Jessie very often and that sucks cuz i miss them :( but i work 40 hours a week and when i'm not working they are so it was doesn't work out. we had a surprise party for glenn on sunday, i had to be late cuz i worked that day too.
next wednesday i have jury duty! what the crap is that?! how am i 19 and already have jury duty, my dad has only had it twice in his life! rodel's birthday is tuesday and i have to work, but maybe i can stop by after.
i hope everybody is going great, too! i miss you guys! i don't get it see like anyone anymore....i have next saturday off (july 9) so everybody let me know if you wanna do anything! :)
*~*Good Nite :)*~*