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I slept all day yesterday, pretty much. Melissa and I went out and chilled in Macs that night, but our table was overtaken by lads and we were both tired so we went to bed by like 11. Weeeird. I had about 11 hours sleep last night. I am so awake. And I am feeling weird. A strange sort of pensive. I have become so accustomed to being constantly happy that this shift concerns me, but then I guess its normal to have mood fluctuations.. I am not sad, per se. Well, I kind of am. But not really. I'm just grey. Stoic, perhaps. But I am still a little happy. I don't know.
I am awake, that's for sure.
I have noticed things. Like the island hasn't really changed... but I have changed. I see things differently. I feel like I'd have to wedge myself a little more if I wanted to fit exactly like I did when I left. But then, I don't want to fit exactly like I did before... I have changed and thats fine. I guess I am learning that you can't go back. I obviously cannot go back to exactly how awesome things were this summer, because I change, people leave, seasons turn into other seasons. This doens't mean things get bad, I still manage to stumble my way into more and more awesome situations. Its just a little sad to think this particular period of my life is over. Not the travelling part, nor even the island part (I'm planning on coming back) but the summer 2008 part, the fall 2008 part... I guess I am just a little sad that certain times are ending. This is normal.
I need to go to an ATM.
I am awake, that's for sure.
I have noticed things. Like the island hasn't really changed... but I have changed. I see things differently. I feel like I'd have to wedge myself a little more if I wanted to fit exactly like I did when I left. But then, I don't want to fit exactly like I did before... I have changed and thats fine. I guess I am learning that you can't go back. I obviously cannot go back to exactly how awesome things were this summer, because I change, people leave, seasons turn into other seasons. This doens't mean things get bad, I still manage to stumble my way into more and more awesome situations. Its just a little sad to think this particular period of my life is over. Not the travelling part, nor even the island part (I'm planning on coming back) but the summer 2008 part, the fall 2008 part... I guess I am just a little sad that certain times are ending. This is normal.
I need to go to an ATM.