May 27, 2003 08:07
I ate chocolate this morning. Why, oh why did I do that? What, did I think that maybe by some miracle I wouldn't get sick this time. Allergic is allergic, asshole, its not gonna go away...grrrr. God I hate myself sometimes. What an idiotic thing to do. I brought this on myself and now I have to deal with it, even though its only first period. AAAAAAAAAAHHHH. Ow, that hurts. I'm a dumbass and I know it. I can't go to the nurse, 'cause I definitly don't want to go home, but...ow. Save me. Fuckin', I hate this 'cause I knew it would happen. FUCK it always happens. There is no way it wouldn't happen, and yet I ate it anyway. It was just one piece too, but damn did it hit me fast. Faster than usual. Couldn't have been any more than half an hour ago, I should have at least another half an hour before misery, but no, I've got it now, god damn it.
I didn't do the spanish summary (or read the book) and as I sit here in utter agony, I can't seem to find a translation or summary of it online. Yes, that may be cheating, but at this point I don't really give a fuck. I could fail all my classes and not care one little bit. Ok, maybe I would care, but I would pretend not to,
Yeah, yeah, I know...I'm just a big complainer. Suck it up, nancy. Deal. Yeah ok, thats what I'm going to do. This is me sucking it up; this is me dealing. OOOOWW. (Ok I really am done complaining now, that was it, I promise)