Sungmin's a depressed and lonely cop who hasn't slept with anyone nor had a relationship in the past seven years, suffering under the delusion that his first love (Kangin) will eventually give up his long-time boyfriend (Leeteuk) and come back to him.
One afternoon, an event happens that finally breaks him out of his delusion. Instead of feeling liberated, he feels drained as he realizes what a waste his life has been. He has no desire to keep on living. That night on duty, he catches Kyuhyun after he commits a crime. As a desperate last act before killing himself, he barters with the handsome criminal: fuck me and I'll let you go.
top siown / bottom hangeng. you know, in Sohu fanmeeting,a fan tell Hangeng: hope you and Siwon happy together forever. And Hangeng repeat it. Is this give you some idea?
p.s. numbers of our bbs very like Chinese version of your Chinese Wine
SJ-M - they're in china with lots of sexual tension between Kyu and Donghae. After overcoming it (be creative with that part. XD) Henry starts to suspect. ^^
Ha... You're the first person to ask if I'm alright. :-p. And I don't want to disappear again, believe me.
They're making cutbacks at work, which only means those of us that are left have three more times the work to do ( with no raise of course). Then at home, my father has been I'll so he's in a nursing home right now recovering, so I have to take care of everything at home myself. I try to keep up with everything on lj, but sometimes I'm just so tired and burnt out, even depressed.
I've tried writing a few things, but I get so dissatified and distracted that I haven't finished anything. I started writing the sungmin/kyuhyun/Henry sequel, but got stuck because I can't figure out how to get from an angry fight to sex :-p. I also tried writing some heechul/donghae, but that has been left unfinished too.
Growing up sucks, it really does. I'll be 28 in three months and it seems I'll be forever stuck being the noona/unnie :-p
I've tried watching videos, and that's how I get distracted. I'll watch one, see another that looks good, watch it, and the next thing I know hours have passed and it's time for bed. What sucks is that I have ideas... I just can't seem to get them out of my head and onto paper so to speak.
I even have an idea for a kinky, twisted, siwon hetero fic, but I know as soon as I try to write it my mind is going to go blank.
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One afternoon, an event happens that finally breaks him out of his delusion. Instead of feeling liberated, he feels drained as he realizes what a waste his life has been. He has no desire to keep on living. That night on duty, he catches Kyuhyun after he commits a crime. As a desperate last act before killing himself, he barters with the handsome criminal: fuck me and I'll let you go.
Go on, now! Sharpen yer little pencil!
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you know, in Sohu fanmeeting,a fan tell Hangeng: hope you and Siwon happy together forever. And Hangeng repeat it.
Is this give you some idea?
p.s. numbers of our bbs very like Chinese version of your Chinese Wine
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SJ-M - they're in china with lots of sexual tension between Kyu and Donghae. After overcoming it (be creative with that part. XD) Henry starts to suspect. ^^
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don't disappear again! D:
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They're making cutbacks at work, which only means those of us that are left have three more times the work to do ( with no raise of course). Then at home, my father has been I'll so he's in a nursing home right now recovering, so I have to take care of everything at home myself. I try to keep up with everything on lj, but sometimes I'm just so tired and burnt out, even depressed.
I've tried writing a few things, but I get so dissatified and distracted that I haven't finished anything. I started writing the sungmin/kyuhyun/Henry sequel, but got stuck because I can't figure out how to get from an angry fight to sex :-p. I also tried writing some heechul/donghae, but that has been left unfinished too.
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Watch some funny videos and chill when you have the little time you have! You'll feel better and inspiration will come^^
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I've tried watching videos, and that's how I get distracted. I'll watch one, see another that looks good, watch it, and the next thing I know hours have passed and it's time for bed. What sucks is that I have ideas... I just can't seem to get them out of my head and onto paper so to speak.
I even have an idea for a kinky, twisted, siwon hetero fic, but I know as soon as I try to write it my mind is going to go blank.
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In style like "When Umma tops Appa"
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