TO QUIT OR NOT TO QUIT

[kimochi501]

ignore me if you don't care.:))
To quit or not to quit. Yes you got it right. I was thinking of quitting the whole fandom, no scratch that I thought of quitting the whole fangirling thing. Things happen and I can’t completely explain why. This is way too depressing and I just can’t bring myself to calm. I know im having lot of mood swings these

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[teukienah]

You know. I finally found someone who like me too. I didn't expect that I will find that person. What I mean is unrequited love for someone an idol. our biased.

Do you know who is that? hmm. That's you. I thought I'm the only fan is it can be called as a fan? that deeply madly fall in love with Leeteuk. What we say as unrequited love.

I didn't expect this to happen. hmm. I bet with variety show now kinda a lots make you hurt right? but what can we say. we're blind by love. Although its hurt so much, we still love him. even deeper i guess.

I'm once thought about this too. like you. try to quit, try to let him go. like what people always said,if you love somebody you have to make a sacrifice. that is to let him go because maybe this sacrifice ransom back and give you so many good things in the future but seems like when ever I try to avoid the more its getting to come near me.
I can't help it. I'm not ready to make this sacrifice actually. are you?

me too. I'm not focus with studies and family. So, regret about that. but why don't we fight more about it. try to think the journey of our life with SJ or you biased along with you fight for it? why not right? I'm satisfied with this life style although sometimes sucks. because although my biased hurt my feelings, I'm still happy because I think that fall in love or being dump or being hurt by someone in real life feel more painful than what my biased do to me. the ways are different. I'm so grateful of that.

I'm not give you bad influence or make you be even bad because maybe you will be like me not focus on study and others. I'm just wanna give you my opinions what myself told me. Sometimes it can courage us you know. this year I'm try to change. when I'm lazy to study,my mind will set,it tell me if I'm not go to study now, you not gonna meet your biased in the future. Who knows if you got chances to visit their country or even better go study or work at their country or probably or unconsciously you can meet them. Miracles always happen. That's what I told myself everyday, to encourage me not to be such a lazy bumm^^

so, yup. You probably thought that I'm just a stranger who maybe not know what your problems right now. Maybe I'm not helping you at all. Maybe make this thing more complicated. I'm just wanna say I'm so sorry If I do that to you.
You not know me but I know you. maybe not that much. yeah like Hazirah said, Haehyuk authors go one by one. I'm also will be so sad and frustrated if someone so awesome like you have to go. You're so talented. If I can be your publish, I want to publish your writing you know. hehehe :D

hmm. I don't know what to say anymore. I'm not good in words actually. I'm just saying what my mind told me. huhuhu.
so, why not fight this together with them make your life brighter? :D just think that they beside you, you and him will fight this together until its end. This journey. This life. No matter how sucks it is sometimes awesome too :)

okay. okay. just wanna say that,hope we can talk more often :D that's enough I think. What I said maybe out of the topic already^^ Mianhae~ *bows*

just wanna say FIGHTING!! TOGETHER WE FIGHT FOR IT! Never give up^^
love you! think again if you can. just remember that :D