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i'm sad and upset
i feel like my world has crumbled. i didnt know that one person could have this much effect on me. it sucks. idk what else 2 say. i just want to cry. this entry is gay. no1 really cares. i just feel like this past year he has been my life and now its over. he is the only boy i have ever loved. i kno thats stupid saying that i have been in love and im only 16 but i have. i am. i wish that this didnt suck so bad. i wonder if we will end up like noah and allie in the notebook. in 10 years i will go see him and we will fall in love all over again. haha j/k lets be honest. i dont actually think taht would ever happen. although the whole idea is very sweet but very unrealistic. i think i should just start taking my own advice that i tell everyone that goes through a breakup. that if its ment to be it will be. i just wish this wasnt so hard. im tired of crying. i think people think im dumb when i talk about him and just think im being annoying. i dont mean to. idk
i feel like my world has crumbled. i didnt know that one person could have this much effect on me. it sucks. idk what else 2 say. i just want to cry. this entry is gay. no1 really cares. i just feel like this past year he has been my life and now its over. he is the only boy i have ever loved. i kno thats stupid saying that i have been in love and im only 16 but i have. i am. i wish that this didnt suck so bad. i wonder if we will end up like noah and allie in the notebook. in 10 years i will go see him and we will fall in love all over again. haha j/k lets be honest. i dont actually think taht would ever happen. although the whole idea is very sweet but very unrealistic. i think i should just start taking my own advice that i tell everyone that goes through a breakup. that if its ment to be it will be. i just wish this wasnt so hard. im tired of crying. i think people think im dumb when i talk about him and just think im being annoying. i dont mean to. idk