Jan 02, 2010 17:45
Here's to the night we had.
In our ridiculous drunkeness we crossed a line.
Friends with Benefits, you say.
For me.... It was something more.
When you woke up that morning,
There were parts of the night
You could not remember, at least you Remembered this.
For me, however, I remember every moment of it.
Our very first kiss, letting you in, tearing down all the
Walls that I have built up, letting go of the past.
I have moved on from what is familiar,
You are now on my mind.
I can't tell you how I feel because it will only scare you away.
Non-commitment is all you want.
For a long time I have wanted more.
Now, I feel lost, confused, used, hurt...
But you will never know this, because even though you are my friend
This, I don't believe you could ever understand.
I wish that you would just open your heart.
For some reason, who knows why, I feel myself falling hard for you.
Even though it has only been two months since the end,
You came in to my life at the perfect time, but now I fear,
You may be leaving sooner than I anticipated.
Just promise me one thing,
That you won't forget me, or that night that we shared,
Because I know that I NEVER will....