and out of a sustained period of time in dark quarters.
"like birds and slingshots (there's bound to be bloodshed)"
i remember when everything felt right,
i used to not toss and turn and night.
i thought of the worst, just like now,
it was so petit then, so i ask how.
how i dug myself this hole,
how i became such an asshole.
to you. and you,
this list carries weight,
oh, what to do?
what a mess,
i've tried my best,
but that's just a lame excuse,
to keep me held back and to adapt to the abuse.
ADAPT? I SAY ADAPT?
HOW CAN I SAY A DECADE TO ADAPT? (like a dime a dosage)
another fucked excuse to live on my kneecaps.
with dependency blooming,
and motivation i lack and don't have.
it doesn't help, me glooming,
hating myself and all my loved because they have what i can't have.
ground for my feet.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
i'll make an end when i figure myself out and make recluses of my friends.
this is defeat.
by: reed mincey 3/24/05 6:19 pm.
i remember when everything felt right,
i used to not toss and turn and night.
i thought of the worst, just like now,
it was so petit then, so i ask how.
how i dug myself this hole,
how i became such an asshole.
to you. and you,
this list carries weight,
oh, what to do?
what a mess,
i've tried my best,
but that's just a lame excuse,
to keep me held back and to adapt to the abuse.
ADAPT? I SAY ADAPT?
HOW CAN I SAY A DECADE TO ADAPT? (like a dime a dosage)
another fucked excuse to live on my kneecaps.
with dependency blooming,
and motivation i lack and don't have.
it doesn't help, me glooming,
hating myself and all my loved because they have what i can't have.
ground for my feet.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
this is defeat.
i'll make an end when i figure myself out and make recluses of my friends.
this is defeat.
by: reed mincey 3/24/05 6:19 pm.