Crying
OMG~! i jus got home from the hospital..jay is in a comma..i dont know why i just know he is...i saw him he looked soooooo bad.....i dont know what happend..im scared ill loose another best friend...i dont wanna loose him hes like my brother..hes always there for me...and its just not right!!!! every things happening at one time..a little TO MUCH!!!!!!!!! and i dunno it jus aint right..im sooo stressed i was suppose to go to michaels today but i didnt get to because i went to be w/ my best friend at the hospital and michael said he wasnt mad at me which i hope he isnt..he went w/ chris to sum dance....which i dont really care that he went i love him to death and i hope he had fun....i didnt have fun soooo i hope he did!!!!!! I love him TO DEATH!!!!!!!!!!! Lalaa.lol..Hes jus i dunnoo..michael if ur reading this i love u and im sorry...i had to be there i didnt know what was wrong exactly untill his mom told me at the hospital..and i dunno how it happend..i didnt see him or talk to him today..but he was fine yesterday besides complaining of chest pain....!!!...i dunno.....im jus scared..I needa sleep but im gonna wait till i talk to michael tonight..i hope i get to because i love him to death.................!!!!I have to go..bye