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So, last night was turnabout with Will. Yeah. That didn't go over well. He insulted my best friend by calling her stupid. He insulted a guy friend of mine by calling him a flirt (which.. he is, but he's still my friend) and player. Then let me know that his brother who was going with a friend of mine thought she was a bitch. Thanks. I really needed to know that.
He bossed me around all night, was controlling, etc etc. I just basically didn't have a good time with him. Then when I was dropping him off he asked me out next Friday. I said no because I always hang out with Vanessa (my best friend who he insulted) on that day. Then he asked Saturday and I had to say okay because a) I wanted him out of my car and b) I was tired and couldn't come up with an excuse. But I'm so cancelling. I don't care how rude it may seem, he was a dick and I don't want to have to go on one more date with him. And I have a good, real excuse now. I just got a job and I only get one night a weekend off and I want to spend that with my friends, especially since its senior year. If he pushes it like he might because he's that way I might have to tell it like it is. I asked him to turnabout to give him a chance since he's asked me out several times, but we're just too different.
Plus, now there's Kent <3 He's the first guy since Alex that I really like, and honestly since I've met Kent I'm thinking about Alex a lot less. Kent is a new worker at Vanessa's family's restaurant. He got hired 2 days before I asked Will to turnabout, just long enough for me to introduce myself. I didn't really talk to him until later [i]the day[/i] I asked Will. I regreted it almost right after I got to know Kent. Kent is 19, he's funny, he's very upbeat and smiles a lot. I think he's a good guy. And I'm myself around him.
I don't even know when I started liking him so much. I mean, I expected him to just be one of my many crushes that lasts a few days at most. I honestly thought I could never like a guy at much as Alex. But, I was wrong. Thank God I was wrong.
I didn't think I'd ever feel what it feels like to be asked out by the guy I like the most. Or even a guy I like. Every guy that's asked me out in the past I've dreaded and avoided. But tonight, Kent asked me to go to a club with him and his friends. Sure, it's only a club with his friends, but.. to me it was so much more. You see, earlier tonight I found out he knew that I liked him. And he was my waiter tonight and he wasn't paying too much attention to me, so I was thinking "I should've known it'd be the same. I never do anything right when it comes to guys. He thinks I'm some crazy little stalker high school girl." So.. I had almost given up hope of a relationship with Kent but then he kind of gave me hope by asking me to the club. I mean.. he's knows I like him but he still asked me. Even if he doesn't like me like that, it doesn't bother him.
This entry probably doesn't make any sense, but it makes me happy XP
He bossed me around all night, was controlling, etc etc. I just basically didn't have a good time with him. Then when I was dropping him off he asked me out next Friday. I said no because I always hang out with Vanessa (my best friend who he insulted) on that day. Then he asked Saturday and I had to say okay because a) I wanted him out of my car and b) I was tired and couldn't come up with an excuse. But I'm so cancelling. I don't care how rude it may seem, he was a dick and I don't want to have to go on one more date with him. And I have a good, real excuse now. I just got a job and I only get one night a weekend off and I want to spend that with my friends, especially since its senior year. If he pushes it like he might because he's that way I might have to tell it like it is. I asked him to turnabout to give him a chance since he's asked me out several times, but we're just too different.
Plus, now there's Kent <3 He's the first guy since Alex that I really like, and honestly since I've met Kent I'm thinking about Alex a lot less. Kent is a new worker at Vanessa's family's restaurant. He got hired 2 days before I asked Will to turnabout, just long enough for me to introduce myself. I didn't really talk to him until later [i]the day[/i] I asked Will. I regreted it almost right after I got to know Kent. Kent is 19, he's funny, he's very upbeat and smiles a lot. I think he's a good guy. And I'm myself around him.
I don't even know when I started liking him so much. I mean, I expected him to just be one of my many crushes that lasts a few days at most. I honestly thought I could never like a guy at much as Alex. But, I was wrong. Thank God I was wrong.
I didn't think I'd ever feel what it feels like to be asked out by the guy I like the most. Or even a guy I like. Every guy that's asked me out in the past I've dreaded and avoided. But tonight, Kent asked me to go to a club with him and his friends. Sure, it's only a club with his friends, but.. to me it was so much more. You see, earlier tonight I found out he knew that I liked him. And he was my waiter tonight and he wasn't paying too much attention to me, so I was thinking "I should've known it'd be the same. I never do anything right when it comes to guys. He thinks I'm some crazy little stalker high school girl." So.. I had almost given up hope of a relationship with Kent but then he kind of gave me hope by asking me to the club. I mean.. he's knows I like him but he still asked me. Even if he doesn't like me like that, it doesn't bother him.
This entry probably doesn't make any sense, but it makes me happy XP