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just when i start to think lifes looking up it falls down as soon as i start to relax! i feel like i dnt mean nething to ne1 n im my own worst enemy so that means i got the whole world fighting against me n ive got no chance of winning!no mata wot i seem to do i fuck things up for myself and every1 around me! so wot am i supposed to o im fighing a loosing battle im always bound to hurt sm1 and myself in the process, im lossing all the ppl around me one by one n soon im gonna be left by myself,i dnt fell worthy of nefin ne1 or to even be wasting ppls oxygen im loosing every1 i thought loved me no1 eva wants to talk to me go out wit me or spend time wit me im totally excluded form everything n every1 n every thing i do or say is wrong nd critisized n ppl neva seem to take into account that i am a human being wit emotions n i just dnt feel like i wanna be living nemore!(sure that no one cares cuz thell be gratefull to get me out their lifes but its my fucking journal n i can say wot eva i wanna)