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Hey Guys. I am just updating my livejournal as you see. Kyle hasnt written me back since yesterday. Its not unusual seeing as we broke up. I mean, I wasnt expecting him to write back as soon as he got the letters. It just drives me crazy because I love that boy so much and he doesnt even know how much. He says he does, but he really doesnt. I would do anything for him. I talk to his dad more than I talk to him. How sad is that? I get along with everyone in his family, we just cant make our relationship work while he is overseas. I hate saying that he is overseas. Its really Japanland so his dad calls it. I just wish I could cuddle with him one last time. I mean, it sounds like one of us died or something. Not one of us, just our relationship. I really hope that we get back together for good when he comes home for good in 2006. You know? I love him so much. I really do. Goodnite guys.