Sep 21, 2008 13:29
Hey long time huh, not a lot has happend in the last little bit. Randall and I are back together and doing good. I met some of his family and I'm going to be living with them which brings me to the fact that I'm moving to nashville in two days I'm working my ass off tring to pack and all that good stuff. I've made up my mind to talk to Emerson, Austin and Randall about when I was in Chicago. I've already told Randall about it but I promised Emerson and Austin that I would talk to them about it when I was ready. I finally finshed my CDL class and past it. Emerson got my laptop working again which I'm so happy about. I've been in DE for a week and I'm hardly sleeping cause of the nightmares I keep having. Sean and trish do nothing but fight and I can't wait to get as far away from them as I can. Makayla is 10 months old and so cute she is walking and feeding herself and talking , god I don't know what I'm going to do with my time now that she isn't going to be living with me. I spend almost every wakeing moment with her playing and taking care of her. she is growing so fast. I don't know when I'm going to get to see her again. I know that I'm not going to get to come up for her first birthday. Which sucks but at the same time I think it maybe best if I split my self from her cause of all the stuff going on up here and I know that its not going to be long before I'm told that I'm not aloud to be around her cause I'm not going to put up with all the shit much longer. Well I need to get back to work I'll update more later
moving