Mar 12, 2005 23:12
The last time that I wrote I was having problems with Casey. Well I still am in a way but I'm over it. I think no I know that I'm a little boy crazy right now, for the first time in the last 4+ years I dont feel that I have to compete with anyone to get or to find a boyfriend and I dont feel like I have to settle. I went for the normal guy when I first moved here and remembered why I only dated guys that I had known for years. But now I know that I can pick who I want to date and so on. I love the fact that there is like 7 guys to 1 woman in Alaska and that fact that I live in a town that had a dock for the Coast Guard ship and most of them are between the ages of 18 and 23. Part of them are in my age rang of dating, I'm having so much fun. The saying here is that if you chose something over you girl you dont loose them you loose your chance. I'm dating this guy his name is Ed he just turned 21 and he is a cook on the boat he has learned from some of the best chefs in America and he is a great cook. On our first date he cooked me Lobster and Steak with a Chocolate Cheese Cake that had a Coffee Liquior whip cream. Makes my mouth water just thinking about it. But then I'm also sort fo seeing this guy from Port Angeles, Washington the comes here for the summer and workes on my friends fishing boat total hottie. They both can dance like the bast and are great people but I'm afraid to get to involved with them because when I start to like them I'm going to have to chose one because we all know I could never do that to someone or myself I have to much respect for them and for me. But then they both are leaving soon. Ed in a little over a year and a half, and Jimmy in September. We will see they a both are so much fun.
My brother went to his first Homecoming tonight. I was the cool older sister and drove him and his friends to the dance at this really nice lodge out Orca Point (where you see the Orca Whales!) His friends love me and the Seniors were trying to see if I could go so that some one could dance with the guys or make them dance. All of the Seniors are my age or a few weeks older then me. You can tell you was born here because they are all born within the same 3 months, 9 months after different fishing seasons end! Well they said only students of the school could go so they are trying to make me a "shaparone" for Prom or I might have to go again 5 years in a row that has to be a record. I will have to get another dress the one I bought for lst year is to big but Freshmans and Sophmores boobs are too small oh, darn what a delema.
I gota go and pick up my little brother and all his hommies, its a good thing that I have a big vroom vroom truck now!