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well here i go time to vent ahhem
i just want to kno y i get stuck with all these dissapointments in my life i just want to ask y me i mean i kno i have it better then most but i still have problems that most coudnt deal with or want to. i just want to kno y i got stuck with the dad i did always setting me up for disspapointment by failing on his promises. i shouldnt even give my hopes up anymore i just set myself up for this always. i just want to beieve once that he will come through on his prommise and do what he promised instead of always hurting me. i try not to show it to him but usally when i get off the phone with him it ends up in tears but he thinks im ok with all his excises and all the things he does. he dosnt even kno how much hes hurting me. now all he cares about is his new daughter cause he missed out on the ooprtunity with me so hes just gonna forget and pretend i dont exsit like im not his anymore. it hurts so bad to be dissapointed over and over again i just dont kno how much of it i can take nemore beofre i just severe all ties and pretend he inst even a part of my life. it was his christmas this year and of course we havnt herd from him and of course he promised me we where going to go on vacation but now i dont see that happening and im really upset
Kim
i just want to kno y i get stuck with all these dissapointments in my life i just want to ask y me i mean i kno i have it better then most but i still have problems that most coudnt deal with or want to. i just want to kno y i got stuck with the dad i did always setting me up for disspapointment by failing on his promises. i shouldnt even give my hopes up anymore i just set myself up for this always. i just want to beieve once that he will come through on his prommise and do what he promised instead of always hurting me. i try not to show it to him but usally when i get off the phone with him it ends up in tears but he thinks im ok with all his excises and all the things he does. he dosnt even kno how much hes hurting me. now all he cares about is his new daughter cause he missed out on the ooprtunity with me so hes just gonna forget and pretend i dont exsit like im not his anymore. it hurts so bad to be dissapointed over and over again i just dont kno how much of it i can take nemore beofre i just severe all ties and pretend he inst even a part of my life. it was his christmas this year and of course we havnt herd from him and of course he promised me we where going to go on vacation but now i dont see that happening and im really upset
Kim