It's been a while...
First of all, HOLY SHIT IT'S DECEMBER.
Second, HOLY SHIT I HAVE 4 DAYS LEFT UNTIL THE END OF MY SEMESTER.
Third, HOLY SHIT I HAVE SO MUCH WOOOORK.
Finally, the main part of this entry, HOLY SHIT I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
It's been such a long time, I know. I'm little bit delusional right now, mainly from general lack of sleep, and I'm so pressured with my workload to the point that I decide to not care and write an lj entry which I neglected for so long, instead of writing my french composition.
No, I'm not here to bitch about my work. No, I don't consider this entry as a waste of my time.
Right now I just feel like I've lost a big part of my life.
High school. Friends. Childish, ackward, careless, stressed and happy moments. Good friends.
I feel like I've lost touch with what used to be my present. I use facebook instead of livejournal, I go to bars and clubs instead of house parties, I live with roommates not family, my academic status dropped from 90+ average to probation and I've become Kimmie from Young. I made different friends, I've had few relationships, I'm facing few potential relationships (including that 'stud of a muffin'), I met backstabbers, I met guardian angels. Yes I've been through quite a lot, but the question is, did they change me into a different person?
I miss the days when I was little more naive, little more innocent and little less sarcastic.
I miss the days when my problems used to be little simpler and little further from my future.
I miss the days of the nook, anime, movies (Harry Potter and LotR anyone?), chinese food, pastry shop, beach parties, house parties and sleepovers.
I miss the days when drinking, dating, smoking were bigger, more serious deal.
I miss YOU.
I know, everyone grows up. Some of us are in college, some of us have jobs. Now we are more mature. Now we know better. Now we are more settled...or are we?
God I don't even know the point that I'm trying to make anymore. I apologize.
I'll be back in Toronto around 22nd-23rd. I'm assuming everyone will be back around then, so we should meet up (<-maybe this was the point). Even though we have changed, we still like and miss each other, right? All my contact info is on facebook (which pretty much all of you have by now)so call me up!
P.S. Sorry that I haven't been replying my facebook messages/wall posts. I probably won't be able to do anything (except work) until this coming Wednesday.
P.S.2. Allie, of course I'm gonna be in Toronto for your birthday. I wouldn't dream of missing it. Although I'm having a hard time figuring out what to get...
P.S.3. Efe, I truly love your Hoose videos. They are what motivated me to write this entry in the first place. I was so excited when I found a glimpse of myself in it. I wasn't expecting it at all.
Second, HOLY SHIT I HAVE 4 DAYS LEFT UNTIL THE END OF MY SEMESTER.
Third, HOLY SHIT I HAVE SO MUCH WOOOORK.
Finally, the main part of this entry, HOLY SHIT I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
It's been such a long time, I know. I'm little bit delusional right now, mainly from general lack of sleep, and I'm so pressured with my workload to the point that I decide to not care and write an lj entry which I neglected for so long, instead of writing my french composition.
No, I'm not here to bitch about my work. No, I don't consider this entry as a waste of my time.
Right now I just feel like I've lost a big part of my life.
High school. Friends. Childish, ackward, careless, stressed and happy moments. Good friends.
I feel like I've lost touch with what used to be my present. I use facebook instead of livejournal, I go to bars and clubs instead of house parties, I live with roommates not family, my academic status dropped from 90+ average to probation and I've become Kimmie from Young. I made different friends, I've had few relationships, I'm facing few potential relationships (including that 'stud of a muffin'), I met backstabbers, I met guardian angels. Yes I've been through quite a lot, but the question is, did they change me into a different person?
I miss the days when I was little more naive, little more innocent and little less sarcastic.
I miss the days when my problems used to be little simpler and little further from my future.
I miss the days of the nook, anime, movies (Harry Potter and LotR anyone?), chinese food, pastry shop, beach parties, house parties and sleepovers.
I miss the days when drinking, dating, smoking were bigger, more serious deal.
I miss YOU.
I know, everyone grows up. Some of us are in college, some of us have jobs. Now we are more mature. Now we know better. Now we are more settled...or are we?
God I don't even know the point that I'm trying to make anymore. I apologize.
I'll be back in Toronto around 22nd-23rd. I'm assuming everyone will be back around then, so we should meet up (<-maybe this was the point). Even though we have changed, we still like and miss each other, right? All my contact info is on facebook (which pretty much all of you have by now)so call me up!
P.S. Sorry that I haven't been replying my facebook messages/wall posts. I probably won't be able to do anything (except work) until this coming Wednesday.
P.S.2. Allie, of course I'm gonna be in Toronto for your birthday. I wouldn't dream of missing it. Although I'm having a hard time figuring out what to get...
P.S.3. Efe, I truly love your Hoose videos. They are what motivated me to write this entry in the first place. I was so excited when I found a glimpse of myself in it. I wasn't expecting it at all.