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Well I am ungodly bored so i decided to post one here, i figure if nothing else I can get somethings off of my mind. Even if no one really reads this its cool at least I put what i was thinkin on paper (well computer!!!) I am very frusterated today with my diabetes. Yeah I just found this out like 3 weeks ago. 100% full diabetic. I really am having some trouble controlling things. Hopefully the pills will start helping soon. That or I just totally ate the wrong thing today. Oh well live and learn. I really cant complain. Someone very special came to visit me and I couldnt have been happier when he was here. Now that he has gone home I am kinda stuck here thinking now what. hell if I know!! Wish I could have grown the nerve to have that talk about the whole feelings and emotions thing, but that always seem to lead to heartache. So the question is do you take the chance and open up you heart and soul and tell the guy that even after 11 years you are still head over heals in love with him or do you just keep you mouth shut and hope he says something first...........HMMMM