I'm just confused and complaining again.
Well today i was going to go out with this guy, Josh, the 21 year old. But his uncle died yesterday and he left to his hometown to be with his family. I'm really worried about him. I mean he is really really close to his family. I just wish i could be there for him. I wish i could see him. But i still don't know if i really like him. He calls me almost everyday andhe tries to see me as often as he can. I just don't know if i really like him enough to keep going on with this. I dunno i really need to talk to him. I think i do like him.. i'm just rnning from a commitment because of everything that happend this summer. I dunno.. There is also my sister. She seems to think shes me and im stupid. I mean i finally got my parents to put a curfew on her. Yesterday my parents made me watch her and this guy make out. Shes 12 years old!!!!!!!!! and she can have a guy over to make out with without my parents being there and i cant .. thats bullshit... But they put the brakes on it .. i thnk they realized that they are giving her more of hat a 17 yr old should get to her then thier actual 17 yr old daughter, me.