(no subject)
Wow.
So things can only get better now.
Well, I can't really complain that much considering I have a roof over my head and a great amount of support from Justin and his family I suppose but damn...
My cat is puking it's guts out once more. Ever since I suspected that it was sick due to food allergies I have been feeding it only tuna. That seemed to have worked, she has gotten bigger and acted a lot more playful, but I know that just feeding it tuna is not good for it either. I ordered her some "special" cat food but I'm not sure if her body just needs to adjust to the change so only time will tell if she can even eat that food. Otherwise, I suppose I will just have to feed the damn thing tuna and meat...Weird freakin' cat.
In other news, my grandpa on my dad's side is apparently not doing very well. I found out he had a brain tumor about a year ago. Right now from what I hear he is not responsive to anything. I'm not sure if he is awake or asleep but I guess if you try to talk to him or make him coherent of anything, there is absolutely no response. I feel really bad for my grandma, she has had to go through a lot with him through out this whole thing. Not to mention this is her third husband and all previous ones ended traumatically as well. My heart goes out to her.
I am still sitting around on my ass. I feel so lazy. I cannot find a job! Although, I have to remember that it did take me a couple of months to find one in Minneapolis also. I just feel bad that I have no source of income and that I am living with Justin's family. Meanwhile my father is pestering me for money that I owe him, along with all of the creditors that I owe money. He suggested that he use my college money that is set aside to pay off all of my debt, which is great, except it saddens me to think that my dad would bother me for money to such an extent especially right now. What can I say, my family has never been one to surprise me for their timing in being inconsiderate.
But on the bright side Justin did start working with his dad. He is doing work with welding and he is getting paid a decent amount. Sooner than I might expect we should be ready to either move out or get a car. (Oh how I miss the city!! Although it could be a pain in the ass to walk, you could never complain about not being able to get anywhere because everything was in close vicinity.)
I really hate feeling like I have so much to complain about. There are so many things in the world to be happy about and so many worse things that could be happening to me in my life. Unfortunately it is hard for me to break the habit due to the fact that I was raised and surrounded by people who have given me this example for how to act. But..it is not impossible and I feel that I should take some time for some self improvement with that.
Well, I suppose I shall go now...goodnight!
So things can only get better now.
Well, I can't really complain that much considering I have a roof over my head and a great amount of support from Justin and his family I suppose but damn...
My cat is puking it's guts out once more. Ever since I suspected that it was sick due to food allergies I have been feeding it only tuna. That seemed to have worked, she has gotten bigger and acted a lot more playful, but I know that just feeding it tuna is not good for it either. I ordered her some "special" cat food but I'm not sure if her body just needs to adjust to the change so only time will tell if she can even eat that food. Otherwise, I suppose I will just have to feed the damn thing tuna and meat...Weird freakin' cat.
In other news, my grandpa on my dad's side is apparently not doing very well. I found out he had a brain tumor about a year ago. Right now from what I hear he is not responsive to anything. I'm not sure if he is awake or asleep but I guess if you try to talk to him or make him coherent of anything, there is absolutely no response. I feel really bad for my grandma, she has had to go through a lot with him through out this whole thing. Not to mention this is her third husband and all previous ones ended traumatically as well. My heart goes out to her.
I am still sitting around on my ass. I feel so lazy. I cannot find a job! Although, I have to remember that it did take me a couple of months to find one in Minneapolis also. I just feel bad that I have no source of income and that I am living with Justin's family. Meanwhile my father is pestering me for money that I owe him, along with all of the creditors that I owe money. He suggested that he use my college money that is set aside to pay off all of my debt, which is great, except it saddens me to think that my dad would bother me for money to such an extent especially right now. What can I say, my family has never been one to surprise me for their timing in being inconsiderate.
But on the bright side Justin did start working with his dad. He is doing work with welding and he is getting paid a decent amount. Sooner than I might expect we should be ready to either move out or get a car. (Oh how I miss the city!! Although it could be a pain in the ass to walk, you could never complain about not being able to get anywhere because everything was in close vicinity.)
I really hate feeling like I have so much to complain about. There are so many things in the world to be happy about and so many worse things that could be happening to me in my life. Unfortunately it is hard for me to break the habit due to the fact that I was raised and surrounded by people who have given me this example for how to act. But..it is not impossible and I feel that I should take some time for some self improvement with that.
Well, I suppose I shall go now...goodnight!