My Long-Ass Commentred_hot_54December 26 2004, 07:42:57 UTC
Kim, I've been watching all the bull shit that's been slung at you lately, and, I have to say, I don't think you could have handled it any better. You don't let it bother you, and you shouldn't. It means nothing. People who sit at home alone and read other people's (whom they obviously don't like) journals and make nasty anonymous comments are spineless and pathetic and their words have zero importance. I feel sorry for whomever is doing this to you, and you should too. It's quite obvious they have nothing better to do with themselves than get their kicks insulting someone anonymously, and that is frankly quite sad. Whomever this is is obviously very bitter and jealous, not to mention lonely, and I only hope they can gain some perspective and meaning in their life and move on. As for you, I've watched how you've changed and couldn't help but notice how much happier you are. Don't let one worthless person's meaningless comments bother you. I think you're great. You befriended me when I had basically no one, and you have no idea what that has done for my sense of self and well being. (Damn, I'm starting to cry now. Keep your composure, Katherine!) With all the shit and drama that has gone down with all the girls in these past months, you're one of only a few people whom I always felt was really truly genuine and sincere about being my friend, not just hanging out with me until the novelty wore off, and then dropping me like last weeks garbage. Anyway, I just was sitting here thinking, and I really wanted to let you know how I feel. You're SO much fun to be around. You know it's a good time when Kim's there! I dunna know. The past couple of weeks have been really hard on me. I really fell off the wagon for awhile there, and couldn't bring myself to get out of bed for several days. But I would lie there thinking how much fun it would be and better I would feel if I only went to class and talked to you and all the other girls (and boys) in first hour. Sometimes, I feel really shitty, and that one thought is what gets me out of bed and off to school in the morning. No matter how bad I feel, I know after first hour my mood and attitude is gonna change. With all that has gone on, I'm really proud that you have let go of all that drama and moved above it. (Obviously, some people haven't!) That's how I feel. And there is nothing wrong with making new friends. There is good in everyone, and it's really great that you recognize that and are able to move past all the stereotypical high school labels. You've really united people in a way. By not being afraid to ignore boundaries and borders of the social hierarchy, you have paved the way for different groups of people to get to know and befriend each other and that is really impressive and important. I know I wrote you like, a whole fuckin' book, but I really wanted to let you know how I feel. And since ya never turn on that damn PHONE of yours, I guess I figured writing this would be best. Hopefully, you'll read this later and give me a call. Maybe we can get together next week. (What are ya doin' for New Years? How am I not gonna drink? So confused!) Besides, how else will ya get your present? I haven't seen you or anyone for that matter, in like, FOREVER, and I really need to get out of this FUCKING HOUSE! I've been tempted more than once to burn this bitch down, I'm so sick of it. I really need to get out sometimes and focus on other people for a change, instead of my goddamn self, cause I really think just sitting around is fuel for the fire, if ya know what I mean. Anyway, I promise, I'll wrap this up. Your eyes are probably glazing over and you've probably suffered a mild stroke reading this, it's so long. But I've got a lot to say and a lot of TIME on my hands. Just know that I'm proud to call you my friend, and that your friendship means so much more than some stupid, misspelled comments by some lonely loser. Hey, maybe they'll start harassing me, too! I'm getting arthritis in my fingers, so I think I'll go now. Hope you had a great Christmas! Talk to ya soon!
~Katherine~
P.S. - I got SO many comments about how beautiful my hair was from my family members today. It really is! You did a great job! Just one more thing I owe to you, and I let them know it, too!
I've been watching all the bull shit that's been slung at you lately, and, I have to say, I don't think you could have handled it any better. You don't let it bother you, and you shouldn't. It means nothing. People who sit at home alone and read other people's (whom they obviously don't like) journals and make nasty anonymous comments are spineless and pathetic and their words have zero importance. I feel sorry for whomever is doing this to you, and you should too. It's quite obvious they have nothing better to do with themselves than get their kicks insulting someone anonymously, and that is frankly quite sad. Whomever this is is obviously very bitter and jealous, not to mention lonely, and I only hope they can gain some perspective and meaning in their life and move on. As for you, I've watched how you've changed and couldn't help but notice how much happier you are. Don't let one worthless person's meaningless comments bother you. I think you're great. You befriended me when I had basically no one, and you have no idea what that has done for my sense of self and well being. (Damn, I'm starting to cry now. Keep your composure, Katherine!) With all the shit and drama that has gone down with all the girls in these past months, you're one of only a few people whom I always felt was really truly genuine and sincere about being my friend, not just hanging out with me until the novelty wore off, and then dropping me like last weeks garbage. Anyway, I just was sitting here thinking, and I really wanted to let you know how I feel. You're SO much fun to be around. You know it's a good time when Kim's there! I dunna know. The past couple of weeks have been really hard on me. I really fell off the wagon for awhile there, and couldn't bring myself to get out of bed for several days. But I would lie there thinking how much fun it would be and better I would feel if I only went to class and talked to you and all the other girls (and boys) in first hour. Sometimes, I feel really shitty, and that one thought is what gets me out of bed and off to school in the morning. No matter how bad I feel, I know after first hour my mood and attitude is gonna change. With all that has gone on, I'm really proud that you have let go of all that drama and moved above it. (Obviously, some people haven't!) That's how I feel. And there is nothing wrong with making new friends. There is good in everyone, and it's really great that you recognize that and are able to move past all the stereotypical high school labels. You've really united people in a way. By not being afraid to ignore boundaries and borders of the social hierarchy, you have paved the way for different groups of people to get to know and befriend each other and that is really impressive and important. I know I wrote you like, a whole fuckin' book, but I really wanted to let you know how I feel. And since ya never turn on that damn PHONE of yours, I guess I figured writing this would be best. Hopefully, you'll read this later and give me a call. Maybe we can get together next week. (What are ya doin' for New Years? How am I not gonna drink? So confused!) Besides, how else will ya get your present? I haven't seen you or anyone for that matter, in like, FOREVER, and I really need to get out of this FUCKING HOUSE! I've been tempted more than once to burn this bitch down, I'm so sick of it. I really need to get out sometimes and focus on other people for a change, instead of my goddamn self, cause I really think just sitting around is fuel for the fire, if ya know what I mean. Anyway, I promise, I'll wrap this up. Your eyes are probably glazing over and you've probably suffered a mild stroke reading this, it's so long. But I've got a lot to say and a lot of TIME on my hands. Just know that I'm proud to call you my friend, and that your friendship means so much more than some stupid, misspelled comments by some lonely loser. Hey, maybe they'll start harassing me, too! I'm getting arthritis in my fingers, so I think I'll go now. Hope you had a great Christmas! Talk to ya soon!
~Katherine~
P.S. - I got SO many comments about how beautiful my hair was from my family members today. It really is! You did a great job! Just one more thing I owe to you, and I let them know it, too!
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hope you had a merry christmas, cya sometime this week!!
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