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I need to stop defining myself against things. Because then when those things get taken away I crumble. When I am on the move I never stay long enough to have that happen, to let myself build up like a residue against something else.
I need to find my own morality and my own self by asserting who I am rather than in opposition or reaction to anything. I used to do this but, as per usual, I've been in one place long enough that parts of me are seeping into my home, my social circle, my apartment, this little life I've forged.
I am a river that got dammed up and is now stagnant. I need to learn to flow again.
I need to find my own morality and my own self by asserting who I am rather than in opposition or reaction to anything. I used to do this but, as per usual, I've been in one place long enough that parts of me are seeping into my home, my social circle, my apartment, this little life I've forged.
I am a river that got dammed up and is now stagnant. I need to learn to flow again.