Daddy-o

[kimmahisaloser]

Well, my mom woke up at 1 am this morning crying over my stupid dad. I really didn't know what to say to her. She said she felt lonely, like she needed my dad. I told her that she didn't NEED anyone. She especially didn't NEED someone who's gonna leave her like my dad did. With no real explanation, no real motive. Just because he's "not happy." I still don't get why he left and I really can't say that I miss him because he was never really here anyway even when he was *here*. If that makes sense. I don't know if or when I'm going to have a real relationship with my dad, but it's not gonna be any time soon. I just can't...look at him without thinking about all the things that happened. Even before he left I knew something was wrong. I knew he was doin' something. I hate seeing my mom cry.

*sigh* That's not even all of what happened tonight but I'm not gonna get into anything else.