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It's been ages since I've last posted, and it looks like I've been missing out on a lot of things. :( It's funny how much can pass you by if you're not paying attention.
I just finished another final. Two more to go and the semester will be over. I can't say that I'm sad it flew by so fast. I don't have the passion for my education any more. It's not the same. It's weird to say it, but I miss the honors program. Weird. But I do. I'm not challenged anymore. School doesn't excite me. But I do know that school isn't the reason why I came home, and the rewards for obeying Him will be far greater than any education.
I have fallen in love with my girls. Each of them are so precious, and I look forward to seeing them every Wednesday. The questions they ask are so seeking, filled with the desire to please Him. They love the Lord so much, and I am so excited to see the ways which God is going to use them.
Jamie and I had to restate some boundaries a few weeks back. Our conversations had gotten too intimate - they made me become distracted by what I wanted for our future. I'm still looking forward to getting engaged and married, but for now, I'm content with still being a girlfriend. And in a few months or so, I'll be content with being engaged and not married for another year or so. I still can't believe how much God has blessed our relationship - how much God has blessed me. It's amazing. And exciting.
Dad's doing great. The tumor's shrinking, and he's off of a lot of the medication. Just being able to go home a couple times a week makes this all worthwhile.
I miss you all.
I just finished another final. Two more to go and the semester will be over. I can't say that I'm sad it flew by so fast. I don't have the passion for my education any more. It's not the same. It's weird to say it, but I miss the honors program. Weird. But I do. I'm not challenged anymore. School doesn't excite me. But I do know that school isn't the reason why I came home, and the rewards for obeying Him will be far greater than any education.
I have fallen in love with my girls. Each of them are so precious, and I look forward to seeing them every Wednesday. The questions they ask are so seeking, filled with the desire to please Him. They love the Lord so much, and I am so excited to see the ways which God is going to use them.
Jamie and I had to restate some boundaries a few weeks back. Our conversations had gotten too intimate - they made me become distracted by what I wanted for our future. I'm still looking forward to getting engaged and married, but for now, I'm content with still being a girlfriend. And in a few months or so, I'll be content with being engaged and not married for another year or so. I still can't believe how much God has blessed our relationship - how much God has blessed me. It's amazing. And exciting.
Dad's doing great. The tumor's shrinking, and he's off of a lot of the medication. Just being able to go home a couple times a week makes this all worthwhile.
I miss you all.