May 14, 2006 09:40
saying goodbye to college friends is hard- a lot harder than i thought it would be. it was especially hard saying goodbye to my friend julie because she's not coming back to lax next year. i totally consider her one of my best friends and it sucks because we'll never just get to hang out whenever we want ever again. yup i cried.
but it was still good because i knew leaving for home meant i get to see friends and family at home. actually, i get to say hi then turn around and say bye because i'm leaving for camp in two weeks. yup, in two weeks and one day i'm going to fly to maryland. regardless of if maryland is a good time or not, i'll still be home for three weeks before school starts again. i got the front desk job in my dorm so i was going to have to leave for school a week early, but now i don't have to. i was really happy about that...until i learned that i'll be living in fucking watertown by the time i'm back from camp. that's right- watertown. and my mom will be in pewaukee. AND i don't have a car anymore since my sister has been holding it captive.
idk it just sucks because i have to keep saying goodbye to people. it's just not fair. i don't like it. if i could have one wish, it would be for stability. that'd be fantastic.
this as kind of a pointless entry, but whatev.
on a happy note- i love my mommy. i love mommy's day.