Love’s no.2 Rule

Mar 22, 2011 00:36



They say actions speak louder than words….

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I’ve always wondered how it would feel like if he said those three words to me.

Two years ago I was sure I’d be jumping around in joy, hugging every person who would pass my vision to share the happiness I felt within then kiss my lover senselessly he’d never be able to erase the feeling of my lips against his ever again… and then of course I’d say those three words back

A year ago I think I’d still be so very happy and I think I’d still be jumping around in joy except I’d be hugging him so close to me he’d beg me to let him go so he could breath and then I’d kiss him senselessly until he’d never be able to know what a kiss felt like if it wasn’t me who kissed him anymore… and then of course I’d say those three words back

Six months ago perhaps I’d still be very happy with an idiotic grin that looks like it reached my ears plastered on my face and I’d hug him but only for a few moments then proceed to that mind-blowing kiss… and then of course I’d say those three words back

A month ago maybe I would have still been happy with a beautiful smile etched on my face but I’d skip the hug and go straight to the kiss… and then of course I’d say those three words back

Two weeks ago I would probably be happy and flash him a smile, kiss him just because… and then of course I’d say those three words back

Five days ago, I possibly would have still felt a tinge of happiness within me, manage to make my face appear like I’m smiling… and then of course I’d say those three words back

Yesterday, I would have showed something that resembled a small smile… and then of course I’d say those three words back

Today, he said those three words to me… I thought I knew how I’d act and what to say once he does (heck, I’ve practiced my reaction for two whole freaking years), but I guess I just got tired of waiting and lost hope that he’d say those words to me at all (and already accepted the fact that maybe he didn’t…never did, and that all along I was only fooling myself into a one-sided relationship - My friends had always warned me before but I guess I loved him too much to let him go) that all I could manage was a forced smile that came out bitter and sad and a soft ‘Okay’…

and at that moment I realized, I couldn’t say those three words back anymore

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….But sometimes, actions are still not enough and we need the words for reassurance

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Okay, so here's Yunho's POV :))
It was rushed as usual XD
Comments please~♥

[genre] romance, [length] drabble, pairing: yunjae, [fic] love's no.2 rule, [genre] angst, fanfic

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