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I should get out of the habit of being sad on my birthday.
It's a weird sensation but whenever my birthday comes round I am always filled with existential angst which is highly counter-productive. It's become more pronounced in recent years as well, which doesn't help. (distance, parents, me in a room all on my own with only my friends from the internet on the day... etc but let's not get into that.)
So, my birthday wish this year is happiness. I have enough to keep me preoccupied. Now I want to be happy. I want all of you to be happy too.
It's a weird sensation but whenever my birthday comes round I am always filled with existential angst which is highly counter-productive. It's become more pronounced in recent years as well, which doesn't help. (distance, parents, me in a room all on my own with only my friends from the internet on the day... etc but let's not get into that.)
So, my birthday wish this year is happiness. I have enough to keep me preoccupied. Now I want to be happy. I want all of you to be happy too.