Jul 23, 2003 08:05
I stayed the night at Jeff's last night. I brought over spaghetti and we ate and what not.
I had to get up way to early this morning and it sucked.
School blah! Not the place I wanted to be thats for sure. I pretty much cried the entire car ride and sitting in the parking garage. Yeah! I'm cool.
Being emotional SUCKS I tell ya! SUCKS! It should go away soon. Hopefully!
It's only been like 3 hours since I last saw Jeff and I miss him. I am such a freaking dork. It's just that, I hate being here at school. And I think about what I would rather be doing and thats cuddling with Jeff right now. If I didn't have class thats where I would be.
I get to see Jeff tomorrow night and Friday and Saturday. So thats good.
Honestly my life sucks right now. I only really like about 2 aspects of it. The rest I truly despise. I think its just the emotions getting to me. I really think it is.
I complain far too much.
Fuck this! Fuck school! I want to go home so badly. I am making this some much worse on myself! Fuckity Fuck Fuck! Dude I am so crying now!