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I am still shaking.
I said before that my worst day of my life would be topped soon. It was topped today.
And guess what...it's only going to get worse.
I didn't go to class. I went to see Jeff instead. I cried while I was there. I cried on the way home too. I stopped on the freeway and had to throw up. It was nasty and didn't make me feel any better. It made my cry harder and wish I weren't alive even more.
I hope next Friday I die. If there were a God I would pray to him and tell him that I don't deserve to live and if he had any heart he would kill me.
I'm sorry to those who care.
I don't.
I said before that my worst day of my life would be topped soon. It was topped today.
And guess what...it's only going to get worse.
I didn't go to class. I went to see Jeff instead. I cried while I was there. I cried on the way home too. I stopped on the freeway and had to throw up. It was nasty and didn't make me feel any better. It made my cry harder and wish I weren't alive even more.
I hope next Friday I die. If there were a God I would pray to him and tell him that I don't deserve to live and if he had any heart he would kill me.
I'm sorry to those who care.
I don't.