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Nov 04, 2005 23:09

Life is just your spin on the events that you can't control.
Life is just your reactions to inalienable elements.
You can face them with optamisim..
You can face them with pessamism..
Or you can just be calm and serene.
Some may say being too calm is just ignoring your emotions.
But that isn't always true. Not reacting superficially
and being all hyperactive on our emotions doesn't mean that we arn't showing them.
If something bad happens, and we express how we feel calmly. It means we accepted the fate of the matter.
We've accepted the fate, therefore we can accept its change. Where as
with strong emotion, it only clouds the actual issue.
Making the solution like muddy water.

But there are times in my life, where i just want to say.
Fuck logic.
Fuck theory.
Fuck reality.
Give me dreams, give me thoughts of my desires.
Give me the reality of my head. Let me feel what i love.
Let me skip the steps to the goal, and plunge head first into indulgences.

But tomorrow morning I'll get my sense of integrity back.
I know that this is just my sleepyness catching hold of me.

The same thing happens after I smoke, i know i can't talk to people because i'll say the wrong thing.
I know i can't do hw cause I know i won't have the will to put effort into it.
I know i can't do anything but satisfy my ust.

But in the morning, my ethics are back. My morals are back.
Much like throwing a sick ass monkey off your back. I am liberated from the sickness every night.

But I've learned you can't do this everynight. You can only do it every other weekend or so.
Or else you lose your sense of validation for just and unjust.

Now i control my freedom of thought, with conciousness that i am not all powerful, that i can be ignorant, and i am no invincible. I am no superman, I am human. Hu meaning weak.

With the death of my Fear.
I liberate my senses
and sharpen the keaness of my mind.
I cannot learn all from the cease of Fear.
Such as spelling, but through the end of Fear.
I can experiance with a clear head.
I can soak in the bath of knowledge, and suck up everything.
No walls to burden me with limits. No rim to cause an overflow.
I exist to think. To think I exist. Exist I think to. Exist to think.
Circular proofs only work if you buy into the first statement.
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