total buzz kill
just found out that christians dad is gonna move to florida this wensday...and well christian is gonna join him this summer...which is only like 3 weeks away...im so sad..imma miss him like hell..yah sure they say there gonna visit every weekend but who wants to drive 4rm florida to nc EVERY weekend? and if his mom goes down there 4 vacation then they prolly wont come bak here to visit, until shes bak in nc...so yah then i tell my mom and shes all mad cause i apparently didnt tell her i was goin to christians and she had to call and tell me to come home (even tho we were gettin ready to leave anyway)..but bak to tell my mom ...her reply " well its good hes goin i mean yall dont do right anway and u need to do somethin 4 urself anyway! y u scared 4 its gonna work out if ur suposed to b together" but IM NOT SCARED im gonna miss him...yah w/e hes my b/f...BUT hes my bestfreind too and idk imma miss him like hell...i dont want him to go..im tryin so hard not to make him feel bad about it cause hes gonna make nice cash and all tha good stuff i mean damn its florida and it beautiful down there and it'll help alot with him wantin to b a arcateched and evrything....its jus gona b hard not cn him everyday or jus bein able to c him when i pretty much want to.
i love you christian,
kimie
i love you christian,
kimie