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I'm kinda tired of it all. My parents are driving me insane! School kicks you know what. Friends trying to push me down. I am just so tired of everything...I need a vacation! Hopefully Tuesday when we go get Mia that will let me get away from all the crap! I'll just get to spend some time with her and her friends just hangin out and it will be awesomeness. I have yet to get my restricted license, that is one thing that is pissing me off. I was sworn up and down Tuesday is when I would get it. I went outside where dad was going to pick me up and he did, and made the excuse that he was having to work on this dude's car and something about wiring and I didn't feel wonderful so I said it was ok and I was cool with not going. He swore again we would go Wednesday, he never came to school I so rode the bus which got to school around 3:30 and I wouldn't get home until 4:30....VERY UNCOOL! Mom said dad called and said time got ahead of him and he couldn't make it. OK so Thursday was the big day, he was supposed to pick me up...3:10 comes along, still not there...3:15....3:20....3:30 I'm pissed. I call and no one answers and I'm screwed cause my bus left at 3:10. I kept calling and calling which is a pain in the but when you have to press 30 numbers before the phone even rings! FINALLY mom picked up and I got such an attitude with her. I was like "I'm at the school where someone was supposed to pick me up and take me to get my license, which obviously didn't happen and I need a ride" and I hung up. I know it was mean, but after being promised everyday for the past month and a half you get a little tired of it. She got there and was like I guess daddy didn't come get you and I was like yeah I guess not, this is why I don't even care any more! OK so obviously it had been a bad day and it just got worse. Mom wanted 2 slices of pizza from the Exxon and since she had slippers, no make-up and all this other crap yours truly had to go in and get it. Well, I said I wanted 2 slices of pepporoni and she's asked if that would be the special and I was like sure not really paying attention. Well, here the guy goes making two large pizzas and I couldn't tell him to stop because there were already going and being made. I go out and tell mom what I did almost in tears because this has truly been a terrible day and she just tried to make me feel better. Yeah so we had 2 large pizzas for dinner. I am just tired of it, I mean I just want my license. I am tired of Chris who throws his crap down and acts all big and bad. I am tired of little 6th grade girls asking each other out and all this gross stuff. I am tired of Charlie sitting with me with his stupid music dancing like a moron...trying to hit on me and not getting the picture that I have a boyfriend who I love very much. I am tired of stupid Paige going Hey Hey Hey Hey waving like we haven't seen each other in years. I am tired of Farrehn who yells at everyone and plays her music as loud as possible...Not everyone likes Marylin Manson and Ozzy Osbourn! I am so tired of everything. I am tired of getting yelled at when I ask to be taken to church...well smart one if you would take me to the DMV I could take myself and you wouldn't have to worry about it! I am just tired of it all, my whole life just sucks.