May 18, 2005 19:42
I had an almost perfect day. With an exception of a few things it would have been Perfect, but I will be happy with an almost perfect day.
It all began in 1st period when I was greated with a 93 on my history test. If anyone has Dual Enrollment History they know why this would be an accomplishment. Let's just say I have never made an A on a test in there. Then, 2nd period I did an exceptional job on my presentation and got to view the photographs in the Library and cast a vote for my beautiful Kelsey Tae. 3rd period was absolutely marvelous. Guffey, Stefo, and I went to "Sell Ads" and left to have a very filling Chinese Lunch at my favorite Chinese place. Then, Guffey drove us around Huntsville with the top down on his convertible. I love the feeling of the wind blowing in your hair while you're slowly falling asleep in the back of a convertible while listening to Bright Eyes. It was grand.
4th period, well 4th period had it's ups and downs. Very few parts of the Follies were funny. Picking Silly String out of my hair was not. At the end, they had a memorial for Bethany, Amanda, and Bo. I couldn't help, but cry. I thought of playing volleyball with Bethany, sitting in Geometry while she tells me funny jokes, and remebering bumping into her at football games. I felt so guilty though. I was sitting between probably two of the very few people who actually knew Bethany and Amanda well enough to cry for them. I can not imagine how it felt for them. I know that I think of Bethany a lot, I cannot image how often they think of her. Little things remind me of her and somehow I think that I should have been there to stop everything and figure out a way for none of it to happen. But, it's not just Bethany. It is Kory, My Cousin, Amanda, and Bo. I think of all of them. I think that somehow I should have been able to save them. I should have known. They haunt me and make me wonder if I could be next, if I could be the next one to go. It seems to never fail. Every year, someone new.
So if I have not told you. I love you. I love you all. I love the way that ya'll have influenced my life and molded me to be who I am now. I love how I am always happy when I am around ya'll. I love how even after the worst of days I can crash at one of your houses and all my problems will be temporarily forgotten.
Sorry.
Now I can return to my marvelous day.
After school Chase bought me a strawberry slushie at Sonic and he told me that I needed to get my breaks fixed. They are horrible. Haha. I really mest up this time. Anyways, I dropped Chase off to pick up his truck and then I went to church. Church was good too. The band played outside tonight and we just stood around and had a great time while listening to decent music.
Anyways....Just in case I haven't told you in a while, Kelsey and Emily I love you. NEVER forget that. I love you and I love how ya'll tell me when your happy or sad. I love how you make me feel like I am so important to you even though I know you could live without me. If there is anything I could ever do for you, please please let me know. I will try my hardest to grant your desires. I love ya'll.