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I just got done eating a late lunch, and even tho all i had was a sandwich i am full. Nothing really is new. Katies on tuesday, wed., and thursday was soo much fun. It's awesome getting to see her more now that we both have cars and everything. Friday i went to that funeral, which sucked. It was really sad, and even worse Carmen (it was her dad) started freaking out and talking very loudly to the body, it was soo upsetting. Friday night i saw the Fantastic 4 con Eric. The movie kinda sucked, but man, "torch" or whatever was soo hott. I also got my ears pierced, but you cant really notice a difference. Saturday, what did i do saturday? Oh yeah! Heather and I went to the mall and bought some cute stuff (like we'd buy ugly stuff,, yeah right). Then i ate Taco bell (i love that stuff!) and she had arby's i believe. It was fun though. I had to work last night too, which was alright considering i made $20. I hope megan is feeling better too. In my opion, the shirts that all the mission trippers wore at service today were so hott. I totally want one, who wants to get me one? haha. Peter gave a really good sermon though, i thought at least. Tonight, i have work...eww. My brother has a friend over too, its rather fun messing w/ their heads. I'm excited for tuesday. I can't believe val is leaving for the rest of the summer though, im soo gonna miss her.
So at the funeral, it just kinda hit me that I'm only gonna be young once. Therefore, i want to have fun (and by fun i dont mean drink or anything, but just not worry about the stupid stuff). I'm only 16 once, and who knows what could happen? i want to hang out w/ my friends, and some members of my family more. I don't want to be a 30 or older adult who wishes they could go back and do something over. Granted, i think there are some things i will always wonder, but just in general at least. Does that make sense? I just dont want to tie down my youth all into one thing (like work, homework, a single person, my family) I wanna spread it out and just have fun. Iunno, i feel like i'm rambling. Later
When hopes and dreams are far away and you feel like you can't face the day, let me be the one you call. If you jump, i'll break your fall.