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It's been awhile since I've been this sure that where I am in life is the right place. I'm calm and happy right now, not the bi-polar happiness that sometimes happens to me where I feel like I'm on top of the world, just the happiness that is feels like life is going to be alright. I'm glad for these days. My strange soup/chili concoction is bubbling in its pot and I'm listening to my Alice album and tapping along. Soups like this are great. I go rummage around my kitchen to see what else I can add and feel scorn for recipes. Soup is such a great concept, filling, tasty, easily freezable, inexpensive, and just as good the next day. In fact, it just may be the perfect food.
You know, I think I could go to Guatemala the year after next after all. After I finish all this stressful school stuff that I've left until the last minute again, I will start looking into it.
My hips are swaying in a healthy manner, and the people in my life are great, and I feel like I'm a good part of their life in return. It's good to feel this supportive mutuality. You know, we are in a collective- not in the stated, traditional (can collectives be traditional?) sense but in this way that we feed each other, take care of each other, listen, laugh, and reach out. I love all of you, I hope you know that. I love seeing you progress and figure yourselves out, I love your stages, your emotions, your cycles... and the way we become both more similar and more self-sufficient in our collective care.
You know, I think I could go to Guatemala the year after next after all. After I finish all this stressful school stuff that I've left until the last minute again, I will start looking into it.
My hips are swaying in a healthy manner, and the people in my life are great, and I feel like I'm a good part of their life in return. It's good to feel this supportive mutuality. You know, we are in a collective- not in the stated, traditional (can collectives be traditional?) sense but in this way that we feed each other, take care of each other, listen, laugh, and reach out. I love all of you, I hope you know that. I love seeing you progress and figure yourselves out, I love your stages, your emotions, your cycles... and the way we become both more similar and more self-sufficient in our collective care.