A day not even close to being over.
Has felt so full this morning. Not only hours ago did I write in here. I wanted to do a test for my self, subconciously. I was still a little hostel and uptight, unsure.. You could say, when i was writing earlyer today.
I'm not saying I'm completely at peace, you could say. I'm more ahead of my self now, thinking and reading, relaxing the passed few hours. I'm shaking, in a calming way. Not a scary twitching. body tweaking way. A trembling comfortable feeling.
First and foremost I'd like to thank yoga, it really is a mind and body relaxation, mediation, and restabeling way to aline your self. After words I have a calming, dreamy body high; my mind is more clear, my body is on a cycle, a pure cycle, so it feels.
The book I started to read after doing yoga called 'THE BOOK on the taboo against knowing who you are' is really a mind twister, makes you think. I like how the man who wrote this book makes a good point, basically saying people don't want to read/listen to what you have to say if you preach it, just say it.
Forcing your beliefs apon people. Making guilt apon others for not doing it 'the right way' you don't want to scare people into beliving something, especially something youre not certain of yourself.. Doesn't feel right. Isn't right. But me pushing my opinions on you isn't much of a nice act/ or feeling, is it? You get uncomfortable once you start to question what you've grown up to know, or thought you knew.
I can't fully explain what my mind is thinking right now, but I am very relaxed and feel good about my feelings and thoughts right now. I made peace with my passed, my 'immature' and unclear thoughts, selfish acts, and so on; by my self and with my self. For in the end I have no one to feel good about other then my self. No one I feel the need to please other then my self.
Theres no need for people to form their self into the way others around them are, for if we do that were all putting on a mask trying to impress this person, or him or that girl over there. Imagen if we could all try to be ourselves, which is harder to do then trying to be others, for being YOU can be frowned apon by others around you, because it is so differnet. I don't want to KNOW who I am, I am going to try to just.. be.. who I am.
I'm not saying I'm completely at peace, you could say. I'm more ahead of my self now, thinking and reading, relaxing the passed few hours. I'm shaking, in a calming way. Not a scary twitching. body tweaking way. A trembling comfortable feeling.
First and foremost I'd like to thank yoga, it really is a mind and body relaxation, mediation, and restabeling way to aline your self. After words I have a calming, dreamy body high; my mind is more clear, my body is on a cycle, a pure cycle, so it feels.
The book I started to read after doing yoga called 'THE BOOK on the taboo against knowing who you are' is really a mind twister, makes you think. I like how the man who wrote this book makes a good point, basically saying people don't want to read/listen to what you have to say if you preach it, just say it.
Forcing your beliefs apon people. Making guilt apon others for not doing it 'the right way' you don't want to scare people into beliving something, especially something youre not certain of yourself.. Doesn't feel right. Isn't right. But me pushing my opinions on you isn't much of a nice act/ or feeling, is it? You get uncomfortable once you start to question what you've grown up to know, or thought you knew.
I can't fully explain what my mind is thinking right now, but I am very relaxed and feel good about my feelings and thoughts right now. I made peace with my passed, my 'immature' and unclear thoughts, selfish acts, and so on; by my self and with my self. For in the end I have no one to feel good about other then my self. No one I feel the need to please other then my self.
Theres no need for people to form their self into the way others around them are, for if we do that were all putting on a mask trying to impress this person, or him or that girl over there. Imagen if we could all try to be ourselves, which is harder to do then trying to be others, for being YOU can be frowned apon by others around you, because it is so differnet. I don't want to KNOW who I am, I am going to try to just.. be.. who I am.