Mar 24, 2003 23:15
Im so scared. I need to find a job because I can't stand just sitting at home. I feel like a bum, I feel useless. But Im so scared to start working. It seems so unreal... Im a licensed cosmetologist now. It doesn't feel like it. All I think is "What if?" I hate it.
Fear is not of God.
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We made a change. It's going to be a very good change. I like change.