thank God Friday is near!!!

[kimbo1913]

this week has sucked. everything bad happened at one time. well we decided not to go on a cruise for my senior trip b/c it was going to cost so much b/c we weren't able to book it early enough, instead the family is taking one next summer. so we decided to go to orlando so that my friends could go. keep in mind that i have been waiting for my senior trip since i was in 10th grade, thinking it would be the best trip ever b/c i would be with all my friends. well i get online look up ticket prices, call hoteels and get prices, and tell my friends how much it will cost, which by the way is cheaper than the cruise would have ever been, even if we would have booked ayear ago. well one friend is going to take summer classes possibly, the other just doesn't feel like spending money on it. i just don't understand why. i mean this is the last summer we will all be together withuot out college friends and such. next year who knows how much we will really hang out b/c we will have new friends and new priorities, this si our last real chance. my dad took summer classes and now looks back and regrets that he didn't get some friends together and go. i just don't understand why you would pass up the opportunity to go. so today when i found out that more than likely my best friends wouldn't be going, i almost cried. i've had enough hopes and reams shattered this year, and now i couldn't eve depend on the people i thought would always be there and try to their best ability to make things good, but now they just don't even want to try and work it out. it really makes me doubt people in general. it makes it really hard to trust people even the ones who are supposed to "always be there for you".

oh well what happens, happens.

: you never know what it's like in someone's shoes until you've walked a day in their shoes" remember that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!