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[kimbissweet]

so all this time I've been wrong
I never knew that things could hurt so bad
I kind of hate you right now
and I know I don't need you
but then why
why do I feel so used.
When all I want to do is scream
scream "FUCK YOU"
I am so much better than you
I could do so much better than you
you do not know me
you do not care to know me
you say you do
but really
you have no fucking idea

I can't believe I've been so blind for so long
and I've put up with all your shit
Kimb, I think it's about time you realize (for real) what matters.
Because you do not.
Not to them
not to him
not to her
not to anyone.

Go back to your ways
Be alone
be independant
you are supposed to be that way.
And they will never understand.
And that's how it's supposed to be.
Now go to bed.
you have work in the morning,
and you need to find a second job.
So say goodnight
turn off your mind
things aren't going to change.
though I feel wrong
and as though I can not let myself sleep
you have done everything
and anything you could have

it's now over
and you're realizing this...
that is all.
You will be ok one day.