Be patient...

Aug 14, 2009 11:27

"When did I become so impatient?" I said to Robb.
"You've always been impatient. Well, since I've known you."

I haven't always been impatient. I know there was a time when I wasn't. It's like a curse though. I get a good idea, and lose interest because it doesn't happen fast enough. I wonder why that is?

At any rate, I'm trying to combat it, and stick with projects that I have grown impatient on. It's very tough. I'm finding the more I limit myself, and the more I try to train myself to think differently of the world, the more I find I am a spoiled little brat. If I don't get my way, I pout. It's a quality I've found in myself that I must deal with.

Come to think of it, self betterment has never been a project I give up easily. I suppose I know my body well enough to see small changes that happen as a result of trying to make myself a better person. Those changes spur me on.

Anyhow, to change topics, we're going camping in a couple hours. Both boys of the house got home around 7:30 this morning, so they're sleeping a bit before we pack up and go. I went to bed around 3, so I've already slept my fair share. I've even been up and showered already. Woo!

It's cold and rainy here, I hope it's not as bad at the campsite.

Kim

rainy, camping, impatience, change

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