Dec 30, 2008 14:27
i think i'm willing to try anything
to make me stop missing him
it is completely irrational to hold on to something that isnt there
to have one sided feelings
i dont want to give up
ugh
i'm so indecisive
EDIT:
i just noticed the humor in the fact that i'm willing to try anything to stop missing him
except
call him
which could potentially make me stop missing him
or it could crush me
i'd rather not ask if he meant all the things he said
ignorance is bliss, right?
ugh
whatever