It's over
It's been 6 months now but it's finally over. Thank God. Not that that makes it easier. He is free but now it's my turn to have the drama. Sucks. O well I guess that's life. I don't know what to do. We both have so many different emotions and views on things. I guess all we can do is take it one day at a time. He was so happy today. I have never seen him like that. It was great to see him smile. I hope that he has everything he wants now. I have talked to him about 4 times tonight and I'm on the phone with him but i'm not. Ya know what I mean. Probably not. I don't know how I feel. This is a lot to take in. I just need to breath. Anyway! I went Christmas shopping with my mom tonight. I got everybody's but my sister and my grandma's. I don't know what to get them but I will think of something. It is freaking cold in this shop. I need to go home and go to bed. I don't get in the bed before 12 every night. And tomorrow I have to go home. Cause my grandma needs a break. So I guess I need to give her one cause I'm sure I'll be living with her permanently soon. O well. I'm gonna run.