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Why do I get the feeling at the moment that I can't do anything right?
edit: i think i might have just done a really bad thing.......and that i might have just lost my best friend.
alright well ya know what i don't even care anymore. i really don't know why i voice my opinions, maybe because i'm female and that's what we do, but by God i've got to learn to just keep my effing opinions to myself. all it ever does is get me in trouble and most of the time people don't care or don't want them anyway. i try to look out for the people that i love. sure sometimes i'm overbearing and sometimes i'm just nosy but by God i only do it because i care. i wouldn't do it otherwise. i don't try to give people a breather from me just for no reason. i do it b/c i know my personality can be a bit much at times and i can be hard to handle but dammit, i don't do that unless i think it's important. sometimes i know people better than they know themeselves and they know i know this....i'm so crying right now and i think it's out of frustration more than anything but ya know what, when i get upset, I CRY. be it anger, hurt, frustration, happiness whatever, crying is my outlet. get used to it b/c i do it a lot. shit, what's the point in writing this b/c it doens't matter anyway. i just needed to go off on SOMETHING.
and thank you joshy for caring! i love you!
edit: i think i might have just done a really bad thing.......and that i might have just lost my best friend.
alright well ya know what i don't even care anymore. i really don't know why i voice my opinions, maybe because i'm female and that's what we do, but by God i've got to learn to just keep my effing opinions to myself. all it ever does is get me in trouble and most of the time people don't care or don't want them anyway. i try to look out for the people that i love. sure sometimes i'm overbearing and sometimes i'm just nosy but by God i only do it because i care. i wouldn't do it otherwise. i don't try to give people a breather from me just for no reason. i do it b/c i know my personality can be a bit much at times and i can be hard to handle but dammit, i don't do that unless i think it's important. sometimes i know people better than they know themeselves and they know i know this....i'm so crying right now and i think it's out of frustration more than anything but ya know what, when i get upset, I CRY. be it anger, hurt, frustration, happiness whatever, crying is my outlet. get used to it b/c i do it a lot. shit, what's the point in writing this b/c it doens't matter anyway. i just needed to go off on SOMETHING.
and thank you joshy for caring! i love you!