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so much on my mind, all of the time.
being at this "prime" age really tends to freak me out. i'm living my life, but i don't think i'm living it how i really want to be. i just feel unsettled almost all of the time.
i'm not unhappy, but i'm not ideally happy either.
i want to find that love. that unconditional love. i want to find that sense of adventure i feel like i'm missing out on. i want to feel content.
i believe if you really want something, you have to make it happen. i'm doing just that. i'm taking care of myself now, inside and out. things are improving and i can raise a glass to that.
thank you stupid livejournal for continually letting me write down my thoughts i never get a chance to share with anyone.
i just don't want to wake up when i'm 40 and realize i never really gave it my all. i never really chased my dreams.
being at this "prime" age really tends to freak me out. i'm living my life, but i don't think i'm living it how i really want to be. i just feel unsettled almost all of the time.
i'm not unhappy, but i'm not ideally happy either.
i want to find that love. that unconditional love. i want to find that sense of adventure i feel like i'm missing out on. i want to feel content.
i believe if you really want something, you have to make it happen. i'm doing just that. i'm taking care of myself now, inside and out. things are improving and i can raise a glass to that.
thank you stupid livejournal for continually letting me write down my thoughts i never get a chance to share with anyone.
i just don't want to wake up when i'm 40 and realize i never really gave it my all. i never really chased my dreams.