Somebody please stop the insanity, NOW.

[kimberleym]

I'm going to San Francisco tomorrow and coming back Thursday. Gina found out that I'm planning to leave May 14th and she wasn't happy about it. She wants to take me with her up to San Fran so we can talk, since I haven't been talking to her much lately (bad me)...and maybe to help clear my head.

I feel like my life is a fucked up roller coaster ride around a jagged mountain cliff. Is it my own fault? Am I blind? Am I insane? What?!

Confusion reigns...

I need peace and clarity and understanding that lasts for more than a couple days.