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What a year 2006 was, a year I will never be able to forget. I became an entirely new person in 2006. And I love whom I have become, I am so happy with my life. I have made some fanastic new friends, and deepend some already existant friendships. I also removed some negative people from my life, and for that I am proud of myself for, because it was hard to let go of them, but I couldn't bear to have them in my life anymore.
I ended it with Paul. I couldn't committ to a relationship with him. It wasn't extraordinary enough. I'm not willing to be in a relationship unless it is amazingly indescribable, because I am too content with the life I share with my friends. I'm in love with one of my best friends, and for that I hate myself...
In 2006 I also became somewhat of an alcoholic. I honestly need to cut down on the drinking. For the last two weeks I have been on holidays from work, I have been smashed every single night. This is no good. I have the shakes all of the time. It's not an attractive look, or feeling.
I will officially be old on Friday. Having a gathering at the Irish on Friday night, 12th January. Come down and join me for a few thousand drinks if you want. All I want to do is spend my birthday with all my fantastic friends, and I will be doing so. I'm so blessed to have them in my life....
I ended it with Paul. I couldn't committ to a relationship with him. It wasn't extraordinary enough. I'm not willing to be in a relationship unless it is amazingly indescribable, because I am too content with the life I share with my friends. I'm in love with one of my best friends, and for that I hate myself...
In 2006 I also became somewhat of an alcoholic. I honestly need to cut down on the drinking. For the last two weeks I have been on holidays from work, I have been smashed every single night. This is no good. I have the shakes all of the time. It's not an attractive look, or feeling.
I will officially be old on Friday. Having a gathering at the Irish on Friday night, 12th January. Come down and join me for a few thousand drinks if you want. All I want to do is spend my birthday with all my fantastic friends, and I will be doing so. I'm so blessed to have them in my life....