Just an Update

[kimberley07]

Shew.. its about time i update. Well today makes 10..ten weeks ive been with allen. And its the happiest ive been in a long while. Somthing about how he seems to always take care of me, is very comforting. Ive been in some shitty relationships.. and im just happy to be in a great one.. for once. He's away right now. He's been working with his dad so he's staying with him at nights in pineville. I'll get to see him on w-day for a few hours but other than that he left on monday early and won be back till thursday late. Absence does make the heart grow fonder. When he comes home, heck its not like he's been gone very long anyways but its the small things ive begun to miss. His smell, his touch, the beat of his heart.. its all very sappy. School being out is great. Ive laid around, alot.. ive worked out, alot and had time to just gather some of my thoughts id lost last semister. I miss my girlfriends.. i miss Sarah Smith and Sarah Moore and Mandy Grable. I miss Dancing in front of the mirror and cruising for guys to attract and ditch with sarah smith. Allen's great but i need some female company. Its easy for me to say i miss them but have i done anything to see them. Its difficult for me to just go out and visit people.. b/c i dont drive but soon that will be over. On September 2nd, it will be 6 months after i got my permit. So if i pass ill be a legal driver. Today me and mom looked at cars for me. I want with every bone in my body a black altima. I would kill for one... literally. but its way out of our price range and im afraid im not going to be happy with out one. I know ill end up with a pretty okay car but a brand new black altima with black leather interior and a sunroof is my dream car. With a sticker on the back of a volleyball with #7 Kim Wilson and maybe even outside hitter underneath it. Man its going to drive me crazy with out it. but ill have to live. Ive been working out alot this summer. well bc there is nothing else to do, i cant work b/c of volleyball but id rather be working out then working period. Today im in K-ville with mum, on her lunch break she is going to take me to South Court, a gym here in k-ville. They have even a man made beach where i plan to start my summer reading.. yuck, im not excited about it.. The Bean Trees.. how stupid does that sound.. uh.. very! I want to be reading the Wicked. Its the story of the Wicked witch of the east or west i dont remember which but it seems pretty interesting. Im bout to die.. im bored to death. Maybe ill take an early lunch.. leave comments.
I love you, allen!

K