Definatly the hardest thing i've ever had to do....
So tonight i broke up with Andrew.....
It sucks.
I've been crying all night. No joke. I just can't stop. I keep wondering if i made the right decision. I think i did. I'm pretty sure i did.
It just wasn't working out anymore. We never talked, and when we did it was just on MSN and about stupid things like music and movies. I think that we are just two completly different people. We really didn't get a chance to get to really know eachother before i left. We've spent more time apart then together and i just couldn't handle it anymore. It was getting to hard on me. I just couldn't do it. I missed him way to much.
Of course im going to miss him now. I already do. He said he wanted to still be friends, but he didn't seem to sure about it when he said it. What bothered me was that he didn't really say anything when i called him.
He just kinda sat there in silence.
I kept begging him to say something but all he would say was i dont know what to say.
And then what tore me apart was when he said i was the best thing in his life.
That killed me. I just Balled (bawled?)
So after sitting in silence for about five minutes he just like i gotta go, ill talk to you another time....
So i don't know what's gonna happen.
His name on MSN was "i knew it was too good to be true" and that made me cry even more.
GAH i hate crying but for some reason i can't stop crying about this kid....
Maybe i didn't do the right thing?
I DONT KNOW...
I just don't know anymore....
This is just a sad sad day.......
It sucks.
I've been crying all night. No joke. I just can't stop. I keep wondering if i made the right decision. I think i did. I'm pretty sure i did.
It just wasn't working out anymore. We never talked, and when we did it was just on MSN and about stupid things like music and movies. I think that we are just two completly different people. We really didn't get a chance to get to really know eachother before i left. We've spent more time apart then together and i just couldn't handle it anymore. It was getting to hard on me. I just couldn't do it. I missed him way to much.
Of course im going to miss him now. I already do. He said he wanted to still be friends, but he didn't seem to sure about it when he said it. What bothered me was that he didn't really say anything when i called him.
He just kinda sat there in silence.
I kept begging him to say something but all he would say was i dont know what to say.
And then what tore me apart was when he said i was the best thing in his life.
That killed me. I just Balled (bawled?)
So after sitting in silence for about five minutes he just like i gotta go, ill talk to you another time....
So i don't know what's gonna happen.
His name on MSN was "i knew it was too good to be true" and that made me cry even more.
GAH i hate crying but for some reason i can't stop crying about this kid....
Maybe i didn't do the right thing?
I DONT KNOW...
I just don't know anymore....
This is just a sad sad day.......