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[kimalimalim]

I woke up at 7:30 in the morning on sunday waiting to go to church, i think it was the first time in my life in which i had not been able to sleep because of this in the morning. I did my best to look like the Kim everyone knew me as. Although I am not anymore. I left out the mascara and sliped on one of my old dresses just in time to leave the house at 8:15. I put a picture of my little sister in my back pocket and a tissue just in case. The whole car ride there were butterflys in my stomach and i thought to myself over and over am i doing the right thing? have things changed? maybe i wont be welcomed? I waited and waited as i started walking away I heard a voice that sounded so familiar. "KIMMMMM?" I looked back and i saw her. I ran towards her as she ran back at me. We grabbed eachother as close as possible and i could feel the tears run from her cheeks to my shoulders. I pulled the tissue out of my back pocket and wiped them away like i always told her I would. I was her shoulder to cry on and I wiped her tears away like its always been, since we were little. There were no words for the feelings we felt. And i cant explain how good it felt to be together again. We walked into Sunday School like old times and friends that knew us since we were kids looked at us and said "THERE REUNITED!!" we walked in proudly hand in hand as always.. We did all the things we used to and remembered everything we had forgotten in these past two years. This was the first time we had both been to church in a long time so it brought back many memories. After sunday school we skipped the 11:00 service just to sit down and talk like old times. If i told you everything she said this entry would be never ending..To make things short She told me about the place she was at. And how she missed me. She told me that her advisors told her when she came back not to hang around with the same people as when she left but she cried to me and said: "It's easy to drop the friends I had known for a short period of time the ones who were there for me at school and on the weekends when i partied and did the things that made me who i was at that time which hurt me but I just cant do that with you, i just cant leave you like that your who made me who i am and your a part of me that i can never let go of". I guess when you have a childhood friend like that things never change and when you have so many past memories they cant be forgotten or earsed. That day Theyre was lots of laughter and lots of crying and thats exactly how it was supposet to be. When she left Saying goodbye was hard, But theres no doubt in my mind that she'll be back soon, There's no doubt in my mind that were still best friends. Nothing can change that. No camp, No person,NO nothing. Not even if we tried. And finally after two years I can say I have what ive been waiting for.. I have my other half back.
MALONE&KIM.BFF
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